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    Wednesday, November 26, 2008 - 7:06 PM
    life messed up
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    I skipped dinner to blog.

    I wailed so so so hard just now... my tears are even black bcos i am wearing eyeliner.

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    My second manager called me just now. She say i suppose to work today from 6.30pm to 10.30pm when the schedule stated that i have no work today. I told her that and she say i see wrong. I checked it two times and i think I am correct. Even my colleague also help me see and he even say he very sad bcos i cannot work today. Wtf. My manager asked me not to argue with her bcos she is the manager. She say she very busy and kup my phone.

    I WILL NOT ADMIT MY MISTAKE BCOS I AM NOT WRONG.
    ( i suspect that the schedule i see and hers is 2 diff copies, i dunno la)

    y do they always have a way to make you feel u r wrong. :(

    Seriously, I cried so so so hard. U think i dun wan to work mehs? I want money lehs. I swear i saw the schedule for 2day is i no nid to work. K fine. Treat it as my fault den.

    my life is so fucking messed up. i can't concentrate in school, i can't work for two weeks due to mid sem test coming.

    When i wanted to cry, I really felt like calling Dilys.
    During sec school days, when i faced any problems, I would take up my house phone and call her up. :(
    I would throw out all my feelings to her. She will always regard me as " correct " and others are "wrong", even when i am "wrong"

    I dunno if i should call her... bcos it seems like only when i have problem i think of her.. :(
    I miss talking with dilys on the phone. Our record is like 5 hours plus.

    i am really very sad very sad very sad. :'(
    i dunno if its my fault or not. :'(
    i really need money. :'(
    nobody seems to care about me. :'(
    i feel like calling dilys tan hui ning to talk to her ! :'(