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 the strong wind blows, but couldn't blow a tinge of my problems away.  i feel so tired. really. not only physically but mentally. yes, i am facing a real big crisis now, yeap, in terms of financial. its been quite a few months already. Perhaps you really wanna noe the truth. yeaps, it is due with the big recession that is arriving. Mum is not afraid of being retrenched but she is afraid that there would be no conpensation to it. She would be losing 300k if the company goes bankrupt. She is worried... I am as worried... I dunno if i should just say this in here. Bcos this is very personal but yeah.. since so many of u actually asked why i have to work so hard when " i am so rich " Well, i must say, that is just an impression i gave to so many of you. MacroEcons lecture today on money. I suddenly realised that money is just so important. I was wondering what if tomorrow i wake up and realised i have lost every single cent and no one is going to help me? I dunno... i really do hope it wouldn't happen. I teared so much bcos i finally regard the importance for money. Its like I have an unbrella but it never ever rain bt my umbrella is taken away, yet it is pouring. I feel so helpless and tired. I feel nostalgic too, i just can't concentrate on lectures and tutorials. I even have the intention to skip every lecture to go for work. I wanna earn alot of money. :( I am afraid, i can't pursue my dream, i afraid my life would be ruined. i afraid i would die tomorrow. I do ponder.. is it even worth it? You people advised me : don't work already, school more important. Its not a matter i want now, its a matter of I need. I have so many much more thoughts but i couldn't pen it down. its becos i am not a good writer. How i hope there would be on who can truly understand me. I wish i can just cry out like that. I wish the economy goes back to normal. ________________________________________________________ Mum lose money, she lose her temper as well. I have to do bus stats project, but she need the laptop for her stock market. She gave my laptop back unwillingly. I told her nvm she use but she said: " lose money already, got what use now ? " is it even my fault at the first place? Sigh* My Mother say I am just too soft, lending money frequently and not asking back. I swear I have at least 130 dollars floating outside. My condition is probably worser than you, please return me. Thanks. I will definitely change. I will not lend large amount of cash out ever again. Moreover, i am now in a crisis. Maybe I shouldn't worry so much, perhaps tomorrow Obama will give a large amount of money to the banks and everything would b alright again. :D P.S. i am really poor :( |
