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finished psycho test today. paper seriously buanged. :( i have no idea how i should pass psychology... alright... i still have the last component, project. i haven present so i should seriously work on that part. i gotta prompt my mates too. i tink dey are seriously too " down" already, i gotta lift their spirits up ! ok, paper fucking difficult lahs. my best topic of stress never come out alot lors. short questions abt intelligence and personality. My two topics that i nvr study alot. wah kaoz. i wanna kill myself liaoz. after paper, i went really very very down. :( i told my project grp mates: " i think i have "learned helplessness". Desmond went: " you have mehs? You very helpless? " =.= yah lahs ! very helplessness ok ! kfc with mei ting after project, i told her that i would be a vegetarian for a day if i am able to get a D for my psychology. If i get a C, i would be a vegetarian for 2 days. guess what she reply me? 1st reply: Wahs.. that day you are vegetarian ryte? i am gonna take you out and i will eat loads of meat infront of you and tempt you. 2nd reply: Be vegetarian is good for you lors !you seriously gotta stop eating your own species~ dun be a cannibal. [ apparently she is talking about pig...] HAHA. whatever lahs. i dun even think i have a chance to be a vegetarian lors. the purpose of that is to enable me to save those animals for one day. let dem live one more day. LOL. i kind ryte? oh, btw just now i mentioned about learned helplessness ryte? it is an effect of stress whereby u concluded an unpleasant stimulus and accepted things as they are without trying any further when you can actually remedy the situation. ok.... stop being psychotic jen ! its over already... oh oh ! i just did a depression test on the intenet, i got the link from my psychology lecture notes. i got moderate depression and was recommened to go to a psychiatrist. Seriously ! siaoz. u know the questions super standard wan lahs. for example, they asked do you lose sleep or oversleep. do u lose interest on something you like to do? damn standard lahs. the choices of the answers are like: Everyday, Several days, Not at all. Of course i have moderate depression lahs, all my answers several days wat. damn stupid lahs that test. Say what i wil have the tendency to hurt myself. Like real ! my body is my father and my mother give wan lors. it does not belong to me ! i will not hurt myself. But i will bash the wall sometimes though. Ok lahs ! i also got pinch myself and slap myself. but that wan is call inflicting pain mahs? i dun think so lehs. anyway, my extended family dinner is change to tomorrow ! with cousins and auntie uncle ! and nephew as well as my nephew's grandmother who is my cousin's mother in law. Did i mention that my cousin is pregnant? And she is carrying twins lehs ~ happy to the max for her :D And i can be an auntie again ! keke. She should be able to give birth on April. :) I LOVEE BIG FAMILY GATHERINGS. since young ! good food and see my cousins again ! happy lahs :) to do list: Comm Skills powerpoint animations to do by Sunday, Preparation for Psychology presentation, Study for the upcoming examination. My blog is gonna be one of my organiser also. :D however, i am still waiting my organiser for Vday okies. *Hint hint* :D alrites. CKJ back on track back on track ! u can do it ok ? be optimistic alrite? everything would be fine at the end of the day. lastly, hello strangers who reads my blog and have do my poll ! do say hi on my tagboard ya. :) ok. byebye liao. i wanna watch boys before flowers. handsome goo joon pyo. Mei ting i wanna put my blogsong as " because i am stupid " ! I am sure you would like it as much as me and thanks for letting me know tat u r my regular blog reader. =) hur hur. i dun wan study yet. i want watch Boys before Flowers. Show you guys my boyfriend:
alrites. go watch my show now. Thanks all the friends who gave me support and luck during my period of being down. I am fine already. the most i go take a cds that only requires 3weeks lors. Yarhs. Not to worry about me. :) thanks readers of mine ! do remember to tag on my board ok. be it a stranger or enemy, i certainly welcome you. :) much loves, jenuinejen. |