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    Thursday, April 16, 2009 - 10:46 PM
    i had enough.
    Back to top!
    this is my 101th blog post in my blog.

    I am very emo now and feel like crying. U prolly do not care even i go and die now...
    But i am just gonna give a piece of my mind.

    Initially, when i started blogging, my plan was to put up just the photos and using them to express my thoughts. Nevertheless, I actually "blog" and gain a number of readers of myself. My blog are mainly outings, who i went with, what did i do, what have i eaten and blah blah blah. Yes, I do love blogging about that but it just didn't feel right becos it did not fufil my purpose of " expressing thoughts"

    I wanna express how i feel, i wanna express what I think, i wanna express my problems. But I realised those belong to a diary instead of a blog.

    My blog is too "on the surface", i feel that there is no substance in it.

    I wanna express my thoughts but on a contradiction side, I do not want people to know fully about me as a person. Changing a wordpress blog and have protected entries instead? I dun really wanna do it becos that would be too of a diary. I want it to stay as a blog enabling pple to know me instead of judging me b4 u know me.

    I love blogging about outings and stuffs but i wanna blog about expressing my thoughts too. Pictures are nice to be blogged about but I do not want this to be every of my entries. I truly envy those who are able to blog those thoughts they would want to express becos I do not think I can truly do that.
    I wanna blog a whole load of wordy entries without a single photo but has successfully expresses my thoughts. I wanna blog for venting my anger without anyone getting offended and sad of.

    some words are just too mean for me to take it, but i guess this is the harsh genuine reality.

    it just hurts me when you do not understand me, but what hurts me even more is you threw the trust i have on you away.

    P.S. Will not be blogging for some time. I need a break. I prolly upload photos on facebook, i guess? I dunno lahs. I am a noob in facebook. Anyway, I will come back to my blog soon and I will delete this entry when I come back becos this entry xibei emo. =O