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time checked: 3.46am. gonna sleep soon though. been working for 2 days as telemarketer liaoz. hoho ! the manager is quite good, in charge good and colleagues are friendly and fab ! so i guess everything's quite fine in work except i hate calling those pple that are so fierce n rude. nabei. as if i owe dem anyting like that. den not interested say not interested lo. still crap with me so fucking long. some scold me somemore. den some kup my phone. ya lo ya lo ! some complains lahs ! not whining anymore ! yahs. just realised that i haven't been blogging with photos for quite a long time le. view my archives eh pple !~ my blogging style change really alot man! throughout these months. i used to blog so so so so many photos plus generous amount of words. haha ! but now.. blogging with words only. kinda bored yeah? sadly, i agree too ! :( anyway, the feeling of wanting to die is back. shit ! i m secretly thinking when will the world will be ending. i wanted to die bcos i can't find any meaning in life anymore. *slaps self* ! kk dun worry pple, thank goodness that only lasted a short period. i didn't to anything silly. k mayb perhaps i did take that nail clipper with the short knife attached, i wanted to slash my wrist though. but no lahs. i didn't do it. life is precious. i dun wanna feel pain too. ooh ! i had this weird dream last night. if u read my twitter. u sld roughly know the gist of it already ! anyway. really very omfg n scary. i wish it will never never never happen like seriously. okok. since i typed so many words already. just let me continue what happened in my dream. *names would not be revealed to protect identity and i dun wan anyone to misunderstand anything* kk. this guy friend is marrying my friend's friend who is very pretty. but the guy friend told me before she don't think this person is pretty. anyway, in my dream, they somehow fall in love with each other and decided to get marry. well, this friend's friend is also my friend lahs, okok, more like aquaintances i guess. cos i don't really talk to her. back to talking about my dream, so... i was chosen to be the bride's bridesmaid. very illogical lahs, but its really my dream. den i didn't want to. in fact i was very angry why my guy friend is marrying her !! den my friend say why you don't let them get married, they very compatiable wat. can you believe it? my friend den call me a bitch bcos i don't let them get married. she actually shouted at me in my dream. I said no ! den i took this short knife, attempts to slash the bride's face. den my guy friend came and grab my hand really very hard and stop me. I cried and beg him not to marry her. den somehow got some random people keep telling me i sld let dem off and not stopping dem to get married. den i shout: " aye they only 18 eh ! y get married so young? " my guy friend den say: " but... i really love her" !! i put the knife down and my friend pulled me( gently lahs) and say dun worry! everything would be fine. next, i attend their " wedding" the 2 of dem were in this flat of something lahs. i cannot remember though. den i was still crying here n dere. den i cannot take it anymore, i ran out to downstairs and bought a nasi briyani from a chinese man selling indian food ( not quite possible though ) DEN HE GAVE ME NAAN/PRATA ! den i angrily went to him and say where is my briyani? he said this is briyani !! i replied: NOOOO... this is a naan/prata ! not briyani ! den he asked me.... WHAT IS NAAN? =.= i said forget it.... and sat down and eat my naan ! i tink that is the end cos i really can't remember anymore! isn't my dream so wtf !? i wish it will never happen man ! its very scary like some drama scene. and when i woke up i thought quite a long time about it lo. i m thinking of the reason y i m so angry in my dream. firstly, it could me liking the guy ( in the dream hor ! ). Secondly, it could be me very jealous of the girl's beauty, i tink pretty girls sld not marry first. Thirdly, i tink the guy bluff me cos he tell me the girl not pretty yet he still marry her. Fourthly, it might be that i wanna get married too, but i never get marry so i very angry. HAHA ! ZERO IDEA MAN ! oh man ! please don't make this happen ok !! it wld be darn scary lahs !! anyway. i m off on mon n tues as well. some actualisation goals to be met ! (1) Clean my house; sweep/mop floor, clear old magazines/newspaper (2) Organise my wardrobe. VERY MESSY SIA ! no wonder i dunno what to wear ! (3) go shop for a diamante bracelet/watch (4) gym for few hours to train 6pack and lose weight ! **omg!! very impt (5) ajisan on tues to see mei ting and henry( haha ! kidding kidding) and get 2 of my handphones from her back ! foo mui ting ! u haven gimme back my handphones lahs ! how many months liaoz. zzz. remember bring on tues ! (6) blog something with pics from handphone/camera ! k. putting on my organiser on perhaps later. wanna go orh orh liaoz. k bb. time checked: 4.21am |
