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 YIF ! ( yay it's friday !! ) ahaha ! i dun use tgif, cos no god. lol.k. just finished my week one of semester 2.2. not that tiring, bcos i only went school on tues, thurs and fri. but one word to describe the whole workload/situation or whatsoever is.... OVERWHELMED. totally so lo. what the heck. i m still gonna try my best. :) feel kinda guilty though bcos i have not been doing anyting. its like kind of 一事无成 . :'( good game jen. where are the promises u made to yourself few months ago. u told yrself to work hard, word smart, do your very best. what freaking happened? its only the first week of school, and u brought yourself such turmoil. great great. and u r so gonna complain abt the teachers, abt luck when bad results are shown in your gpa at the end of the day. and you would be so depressed and make promises to yourself again to work hard n blah blah blah. wat's is the fucking point making all these promises where you are not gonna do it. your own laziness is so gonna bring you down, not teachers not luck. yeahs. u blame everyone but not yourself, miss jen. you even get so fustrated wif other people/things, but nvr change yourself. are you just gonna be like that in this sem? next sem? well, if yes, good for u if u r not entering a uni. other people totally deserve this chance more than you if they work harder than you. k ! my words totally enlightened my ownself. :( why am i even repeating this freaking vicious cycle again? like helloooooo.. i totally need a push in life man. honestly, i have myself for being like this. shesshh.. y m i so lazy...? :( my wardrobe is like bursting already ok . i kept throwing clothes below the wardrobe when there's like hangers and space for me to place it properly? wtf. and i can't even find my clothes to wear to school. damn it. n i keep complaining to mum that i have no clothes to wear to school. oh yeah. miss jen, u totally suck ok. what happen to your self-actualisation goals u wanna acheive. or u just wanna have goals, but not an action plan to push yourself. :( sobz !! i shall start it slow ok. i noe i m one big bum. i just gonna change this laziness habit bit by bit. :) to do: -tidy up wardrobe, hang new clothes up as well. those clothes dun wan anymore, fucking donate it. there are loads of pple out dere dying of hunger, without money to buy clothes, and yet you can still freaking throw in on the floor like nobody's business. -Comm skills notes for peer tutoring -Find pics on the internet for Sakura theme for 1st Avenue ( i have a rough idea but i just dunno how to draw n potray it ) -Meet supplier on monday+ try finding new supplier as well. -copy BNU notes from dunno who lahs. those who got write notes bahs. Bleahhhx. :P SEEEEEEEE ! U DUN EVEN MUCH TO DO N YET U STILL COMPLAIN. u totally need a big tight slap lo. oh man. i am totally hating myself for typing this post. :( oh well, overwhelming stuffs aside for few mins.  just now postman come, gimme my parcel wif new earpiece n blue leggings. i bought the one black base+pink gems to replace for my broken earpiece from sony ericsson. ok. the earpiece is simply a beauty lahs... its darn pretty but the quality is mother fucking lousy can. the music kinda suck even though my phone is a freaking walkman phone can ! totally need another earpiece ! :( in regards of my blue leggings, just in case you are interested to know, yeahs, its quite nice lahs, got zip zip at the bottom somemore. but its somehow in a turqoise shade which is very x'mas-sy. abit daring also. hard to match. also dunno why i buy. but not bad lahs. rather nice, i kinda like it. aiya. lazy to post a pic la. u wld see me wearing it wat. lol. i like posting my new buys pictures, but everytime my first time of wearing it ryte, my friends wld b like oh i saw it in your blog already lo. so not surprised at all. -.- make me now nvr really post my buys photos liaoz. wth. k. i whineeee like some ah ma. totally wonder if anyone wld finish reading this long post of mine. i prolly upload some photos if i m done wif my work ok. =) ciaoz ~ P.S.thanks for some people's care and concern. am totally appreciative. :) |
