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 hi guys ! its barely two hours from 2010. i bet many of you people are preparing for countdown or partying for a great time.for myself, i chose to stayed at home and enjoy a scrumptious Indian meal ! just had butter chicken and fish head curry ~ it is really awesome. anyway, this is my last post in 2009 and i shall make some reflections on what happened throughout this year. Studies Throughout year 2009, i have bypass 3 semesters, namely 1.2, 2.1, 2.2. gone through 3 cds of psychology, Japanese and now basics of nutrition. I made a terrible mistake during 1.2, which i did not study due to arrogance and being blur. honestly, it sucks ! really it does. i wish i could go back to that semester and seriously work hard that sem. i knew i can do better. during 2.1, i studied but project grades are really bad even though i worked hard. But well, i did learn a lesson that hard work doesn't pay off. you have gotta work hard. but anyway, despite the bad project grades, i am still able to increase my gpa due to examinations. i am glad that i worked hard for it. For sem 2.2, everything is still ongoing so i am not sure. I dare not say i work hard for it, but definitely i did study. :) i hope projects this sem would be good as well as good results for my exam. I am very very determined to work hard this sem bcos next sem i taking calculus ! damn scared can ! but gambatte kudasai to myself, i know i can make it ! and i will ! :D Friends Throughout the transition to year2 in tpoly, i made many friends and met really cool people. Also, not to forget my outside friends like tricia, audrey, christabelle and DENNIS ! omg ! i still owe him an appointment and he bought me chewing gums in australia and i haven eat finish ! hehe ! :) also, throughout the year, i have lose friends . sadly, i have seen through them and realises they are not even true at all. perhaps, i am not good enuff for them. but anyways, i wish them luck. its pointless to keep a fake friendship isn't it? But, i do still have friends standing by me. :') and i mean true and best friends. i know i could always count on them la. sometimes, i would think i dun think i dun deserve them becos i am such a bitch at times. But you know, it seems that dey dun mind. oh well, even they mind ! but they are still standing beside me ! so i am happy to be cherished and i actually have someone to turn to when i have problems :) i do hope i can make more friends during 2010. Love wahhh ! talk abt this also sian ttm alr sia ! haha ! but anyway, i am still gonna place reflections on this. this princess here haven met prince charming leh ! :( sian ! how come i cannot find someone as attractive as you ah !? opps ! =x Lol. anyway, throughout this year i met some guys. and haha ! i was asked for a relationship when i dun really noe the person. and he actually said : " we can understand each other better if we are in a relationship. " haha, ok, it is quite hilarious la. but i am like =.= at the moment. anyway ! i met loads of lesbos on the year 2009 ! ( ok, i sld put this in friends section ) but aiya, nvm la ! anyway, seriously this year i know alot of lesbos sia ! both butches and lipstick lesbos. lmao ! some are pretty hot i must say :) the number of lesbos i know cannot be count by my 2 hands ! btw, i love hanging out with them bcos they are pretty fun. One of my close friend still ask me lo: " how come you know so many lesbos ah? so are you straight or not? " seriously lol leh. haha ! i dunno why also leh, mayb they like hanging out with me? haha ! and yes, i am STILL straight. yeap, still straight. :) anyway, wish me find a right one during 2010 can ? best is feed me cute guys lah ! lol. :) kidding kidding. i shall leave everything to fate :) Death During 2009, some people obviously died. hais, michael jackson is dead :( so sad uh ! king of pop has officially promoted to god of pop. and bobby's dead too. honestly, it is seriously a really a big blow to me. i cried for a few good days. i dun think i wld ever wanna touch a dog again. i am so scared to develop feelings for them and they leave me one day. :( thus, i hope in 2010, no one i know, will die. Looks I think my looks improved ! due to makeup tutorials in youtube esp michelle phan's one. i am glad i found her tutorials in the year of 2009 ! i totally know how to make my eyes bigger now ! haha ! i also know how to push a cleavage alr ! lol ! i can't believe i am saying such unglam thing on my blog. but dun care la ! all girls wan bigger boobs and cleavage but just that they dun say it out ! anyway, through better bras ! i have nicer cleavage alr ! thanks for genius creations ! :) i gained weight during 2009 ! omfg !! ahhh !! so fat alr still gain weight. therefore in 2010, i must exercise more often and eat less ! yeah ! god damn it ! and u know what people? i lost one size even though i got fatter leh ! i wonder if i grew taller or the clothes are getting bigger. haha ! i wanna shrink my height too ! take away 5cm and 10kg from me please !! and bigger boobs and better makeup and clothes ! also, i would want a more beautiful heart. bcos that is more than a pretty face. :) alright i am done with my reflections and added some new year resolutions as well ! just wanna tell everyone of you reading this. sometimes, life just gives you shit and you fall down, everything you do feels fucked up. Yes, somebody might be behind pushing you down or perhaps they will laugh at you when you fall. but i am sure, there wld b a supportive hand from your loved ones to be holding you no matter what. if you had a bad year in 2009 like me, i am sure days would get better ! anticipate 2010 k ! dun give up ! start anew, everything's back to the start again. i wish everyone luck in 2010 ! :) and god damn it ! i should whine less during 2010 .. i think this is my longest post ever la ! anyway, 15 more mins to 12 MN ! excited excited ! have fun peepz ! :) Love, Jen |
