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i had so much so much so much to say. but now, i dunno how to go about it and what to say. i believed i updated my fb status and twitter alr. i wanted to blog a super long post abt it. but it just don't feel right anymore. i call you my best friend, but i feel really detached from you at that moment. there are so much things happening to you now and i only knew it today. u r on your verge of breakdown and i can't help you at all. listening to your cries just make me so sad and i cried too. :'( i didn't even cried during all the miserable shit i have faced at the beginning of the year. but i cried really hard today, bcos i really felt saddened. i dun wanna see you suffer and unhappy. but be it any choice or decision made, you would still be miserable and heart would be super painful. :( and you, mr jerk. is this how you should treat a girl? is that question that difficult to answer? y do you have to contradict someone till so badly? if that is what you want, just fucking say it. dun make her say what you want becos that is not what she wants. yes, you are my friend too. i dun wanna say bad things abt you. apparently, you changed alot. wat happened to that sweet and nice guy that once others and I know abt you? u got what u wanted, but is this your way of cherish? just answer that super easy question dude. she literally begged you and she dun deserve all these shit from you. even she is the most indecisive person in the world, she already told you her decision. nothing would change her mindset towards you. what about you? can't u just reciprocate? at least, answer her. if you think i am not in a position to judge anyting, just freaking correct me. i know u read my blog at times. not sure if you would read this. if you really do read this, just think about the whole entire situation and be straight forward. this is not a post about scolding you. if i am, all the vulgarities would come out alr. i have known you for years as well. dun let that little respect for u be lost. hope everything wld be fine soon ! :( stop crying jen ! stop ! :( |