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interview role play today. suddenly become panel interview (group interview) T.T my slot was initally at 11.25am. but i went to the classroom earlier to prep myself. before i even had the chance the prep myself, teacher say must go in liao. cos it is change to panel interview. seriously she super attitude. i asked: " how come it is a panel interview" she replied: " cos i change my mind" i screwed up the entire interview thing. i stutter i stopped i paused i screed. definitely i wun hire myself if i am the boss. i dun even had anything to say. i felt really really lousy. i can't help myself being affected by this. i feel i can do better being in an individual interview. i dun have any high expectations for comm skills and i never had the glib of gab. but it does matter beocs i felt like a setback. i wanna get good grades. :( i felt like crying so much, really i do. not only for screwing that interview up, but also being pointed out as someone that i am not. i am not sure if this is understandable. what i am trying to mean is that i am being pin pointed as " this" but i am not like that. it doesn't make any sense uh? but really, i can't be bothered to explain myself back then. i am too hurt to do so. yeah, it hurts and it sucks. i grittered my teeth and clench my fingers together to stop all the tears from flowing. i felt really like a small kid who is out of place. i can't even voice out my own opinions, lousy uh? waited for mei for 2 hours for lunch. i am glad i did agree to meet her up. it was so much better when i told her how i felt. though, i really hate waiting. >.< we had this convo. she: don't trust people easily and dun treat them so nice. prevent them from hurting you. me: what is wrong with me opening my heart? isn't it very tiring to beware all the people around you? she: never ask you to close your heart lah. just be careful. you can open half of your heart and close half of your heart. me: still will pain what and u can't really survive with half a heart. she: den u put many many fake heart. so when pple pierce u, u wun feel the pain. put your real heart in someway secretive. HAHA ! ABIT NO SENSE AH. but thanks leh. and i waited her another hour for her panel interview. =.= ONE FREAKING HOUR LEH ! like wth. mine only 15 mins? i help her spotted questions as well. glad she did well. :) not really in the mood for photo... but well...  awesome OL ~ my shoe is major blinggg. haha. bad pixels. blame her iphone please. iphone totally sucks in taking photos. apple inventors must be thinking that people that use iphone, do not camwhore. =.=went tamp after her panel interview. saw ice angel in artbox. abit shocking. cos always see her in her blog. felt alittle bit weird uh. i mean myself. she looks like what she is in piccas though and her bf as well. and thanks mandy for her staff discount in artbox and i got afina her pencil case. i also hi bye to serene in golden village and we headed home. thanks foo mei ting so much for making my this day less miserable that what it shld be. :) was damn hilarious ! :) |
