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from a super big-sized ugly duckling to a not so chio fat swan. ha ! some random blogging at 3am+. throughout my poly days starting frm year one to year 3. i have received compliments saying that i have become prettier. (*shys* not i m pretty lah. PRETTIER SIMPLY MEANS FROM VERY UGLY TO LESS UGLY) yeap. anw, i have to agree to the fact that i really look very ugly in the past. here are some old photos.      take a look at 1st photo. me n bff dilys. 14+ years old yeah. i dunno y in the hell my eyes r so small. no wonder gt pple see me n ask me did i go for eye plastic surgery. ahaha ! n omg ! i m so tanned. my grandma also say i got fairer yeah. of course la, all those whitenning products i have exchanged for alot of money. n not to forget abt pimple creams. 2nd photo- fat. need to say more? 3rd photo- pimple face to the max. i really hated hw people call me this in the past. really. i have alot of pimples on my freaking face. i find it damn er xin to wash my face cos its filled wif all these evil monsters. also, i very itchy hand i will go pinch it. 4th photo- redness not due to blusher. infact, i nvr put on any blusher. its a cause of excessive pimples. 5th photo- slight improvement for looks, lesser pimples/redness and bigger eyes (due to cosmetic lenses) very tired of looking like that. i wanna transform. i m not greedy. i dun need to look pretty. i just wanna be prettier. ( get the difference?) anw, i got a better camera for my 16th bday. n better makeup n better skin.  bedok green prom. yeah, my eyes look crossed and alien-ish.but cough cough. i was a prom nominee okay ! very proud of the fact even up till now. erms. i nvr win la ! :P Poly year one:  dilys 17th bday. still rather youth-ish. n i was with super long rebonded hair. acting shu-nu-ish. haha ! still in simple makeup uh. anw, that is taken on my 17th bday. but apparently, u can see skin is majorly improved n much fairer due to amt of foundation.Poly year 2:     that my few recent photos uh. as it can be seen, throughout these few years, i have a better camera, smile, skin n looks. but honestly. is that what i wanna achieve? caking wif powder, putting loads of colours in the eyes and brining out a diff personality. hmm.. i dunno.. i only know last time i m ugly but i was relatively happy compared to now. honestly, year one poly, i had a really hard time. was start of new school, outcasted, being misjudged, lose friends, lose someone i tried to hold on. life was really bleak n i had nobody i could talk and count too. i dun wanna bother my old friends cos dey gonna move on as well. i couldn't. i was depressed. to me, looks weren't everyting alr. to people, i was being vain, bimbotic n even zilian ( honestly, i dun get this ) bcos, i seldom take picture of myself (as in alone) , most r wif friends. u dun see my putting my solo photo in my blog everytime dun u? ok. this post must be the most zilian photos of myself. yeah, back to year one poly life. i tried persuading myself not to believe anymore. i was so depressed that i wanted to commit sucide. obviously now not lah. DUH ! oh yeah, those who wanted to commit sucide, dey will not declare to the entire world, if dey have guts they wld do it alr. some people just want to garner attention if dey put smth like dying in the msn or smth. thats disgusting. anw, life is improving. not entirely very good. but i m glad i am much happier now. makeup is not a mask. makeup may make u pretty, but never beautiful. so.. wld u wanna b a plain jane wif good personality or someone hot but sucky character? me... i dun mind being a plain jane. i am one myself..  PLAIN JEN. |
