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    Monday, May 3, 2010 - 4:37 PM
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    pretty much like my tittle.

    have been really quiet during classes. partially, reason is bcos of paying more attention to lessons and the other reason, is that I am being really closed up?

    i guess i am so invisible, till my existence is not being regarded.
    tired of this.

    my tears are so insignificant. crying just seems to nothing much to be concerned abt.
    how am i suppose to carry on the entire obstacle? the road infront seems to be so bleak.
    tired of that.

    tell me, instead of thinking why do i react this way, have you ever cared about why i behave like this? did u even tried asking what i really wanted?
    are you gonna be there during my most difficult time of my life or u just gonna let me be like this?

    just oh so dissapointing, isn't it?

    like an ugly duckling, lost and unwanted.

    took OSIP form just now. perhaps, a change to somewhere beyond the red dot island, could make myself a better person. as well as to prepare myself for further studies, might wanna head to australia to study after poly.

    nope, i am not doing this for a spite in the moment. i wanna fufil certain dreams of my life, walk a route i have never walked b4. but I shall still see what future holds though. sometimes, it is still quite impossible to fufil dem all.
    don't want to them to be so foggy and bleak.

    wishing for better days ahead,
    xoxo jen.


    would you hold my hand and take me through the journey?