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yes, very pathetic. why does it seems that only I care? if yes, den forget it ok. dun bother to say sorry n treat it as nothing has happened. bcos u will definitely this hurtful thing again. thanks for making me cry in the morning. i actually woke up in the morning with anticipation for today. i may be petty but at least i showed that i care. do you? mayb one of you do, at least u bothered to rush. but seriously? what is the meaning already? it is already non-meaningful/meaningless. u know. i know. we know. ok, mayb its only i know, i dunno. sheshhh. i m so angry with myself now bcos i m so angry with my best-est friends on earth. ='( EVERYTHING IS FINE NOW ! JUST CAME BACK FROM SINGING ! voice hoarse le sia !! this post will not be deleted bcos it is a reminder to me that one sld not be petty ! 小气只大乱大谋 !! :D 所以以后要忍 ! k thats all. bye. blogging in draft blogger instead. apparently, the ctrl-f5 in morzilla firefox doesn't work anymore eh. can't even post pictures. oh well ! thank goodness there is an alternative yo ! :)  haha ! alot of pple say this pic nice ! so yeahs ! here m i showing my narcissism side ! long time no zi lian le hor ! 2ndly, i wanna..........  WHEEEEE !! ITS YOUR BDAY N U R REMEMBERED BY LOTS OF PPLE WHO LOVES YOU INCLUDING ME !! sad that you can't be here on your 51th birthday ! but i m sure u live within many people's heart. :) totally love his songs ! i think he is the best dancer in the whole wide world !! much loves !! :)  Seeeeee !! HE LAST TIME SO HANDSOME SIOL !! wld definitely swoon over him !! :) Oh well let me post some videos of my favourite michael jackson's song ! Thriller ! go youtube for it whole verison of mv ! damn cute the zombies dancing away with mike ! :) Smooth criminal !! I LOVE HIS WHITE BLAZER !! damn coolz ! he is the reason y i love blazers and dancing so much ! seriously why billie jean dumped him lahs ! if i can be with him, i den wun dump him lors ! got a child somemore sial !! hurhur ! check out more michael jackson's videos on youtube ! KING OF POP FOREVER RULEZ ! :D woke up at 5pm. received several msgs from phone. one was from yimei to ask me work during hols. interview is on monday 10am which means i cannot go for bgss celebration. in the end up i cannot cos that job strictly 18 and above. nvm. shall go with others for bgss tcher day celebration bahs. k. afina also got job interview. den dilys dunno she steady bo. must ask again. if not it would me and meii only lor. she confirm steady. :) just called mcd cos i lazy go out buy. now waiting for dem to come. _____________________________________________________________________ i feel really hurt when u cannot remember my course, my birthday. could you forget my name the next time u see me. prolly. but i dun wanna think about it. straining of our friendship? yaps. definitely, its diff from the past already. i noe i m not trying hard enuff, yes i agree. but definitely u r still one of best girl friends. but i just can't stop this broken line of our friendship. i not sure if u notice it but yeahs. i dunno if its the fact i m detached from u or u r detached from us. forget abt this paragraph bcos i dun tink u ever read my blog le. just feeling quite dissapointed. :( hope everything change for the better. __________________________________________________________ ok ! shall find a temp job and hope for better days ahead. good luck everyone. :) aye. cannot post peak-cher sial ! why ah? k nvm. dun feel like blogging now anyway. k no lahs. i feel like blogging now lahs. just that dunno wat to blog. k. just blog abt random stuffs i tink off k? k. exams are over. stressful. no paper confident off. cried really hard on wed bcos quarrel with mum. i wrote a blog entry about the whole entire story but in the end i chose not to post it cos its very personal and harsh. so yahs. i wanna thank those who cared abt me and asked me on msn when i mentioned i can't stop crying in my pm. greatly appreciated to those who showed their concern. apparently quite alot of pple quite concerned eh. i suddenly see my blog statistics boost like 20 pple? siao ah? either they love me or hate me bahs den wanna see how i fall also. haha. s k thanks for those who care. Yaps, thanks dipsyyy too ! haha ! dun eat so much buffet during hols !! :D later bcome 胖嘟嘟的小孩。 plans for hols? i dunno eh. go out i guess. been quite in a bad mood eh. n my eyes r kinda swollen. can't swim as well cos its 7th month lehs ! i damn scared. think i head to gym 2mr bahs. wanna train my 6-pack and bcome a she-male. after that i go surgery to get my D cup boobs cut off, and add a banana at my crotch dere. and swallow entire apple. den i am a full male le ! :D wakakaka ! kk. kidding kidding. sorry if its not funny. but i m serious in getting a 6 pack. dun nid to be so overboard like guys lahs. just abit of the shape can liaoz. so i shall go gym 2mr and train ! haha. 31st aug going back with girls to bgss. haven ask dem yet though. but i noe meii confirm steady ! :) hurhur ! love her man ! she pei-ed me message for the entire exam period, jio me studying, jio me lunch. damn sweeeettt !! kk. i blog abt the jap class photos soon ! i m so late i noe. whatever la, better than nothing right. my restaurant city is more than one million gourmet points lo. impressive not? Xp my pet society also reaching 2ook paw points liaoz. darn impressive man cos i nvr use cheat. i play pet society almost everyday. :D k. so random. i doubt anyone will read everything of this man. i reread this entry and find that its uber bored. k, dun bother u guys wif my boring entry liaoz. i shall go watch random youtube videos that have ethan ruan jing tian and salivate infront of laptop. hurhur ! bb ! :D major loves to everyone. enjoy your hols ! :) English Version of First Love. The Jap version is one of the songs for my blog as well. :) anyway, have been wanna blog abt this, but its quite emo u see. dun really wanna affect that feel pple get from reading my blog. But well, since some of my posts are quite emo already, i guess i will just blog something abt it. I am really very very proud of my friend, let me call her "H". "H" told me: " Here goes my first love ". True enuff. this particular sentence definitely brought me to a world of thoughts. Honestly, I dunno myself if I have ever "love" b4. Oh well, I love my family, my friends and my life although it gets kinda sucky at sometimes. Nope, I dun love god if you are interested in knowing. Recently, i got into contact with "him" again. Yes, the one that I am confused whether I "love" him or not. I told a friend: I like him alot alot alot alot alot. My friend said: Then its love liao lo. I really dunno. How do you define love? relationship=love? I beg to differ. Anyway, the "him" i actually "love" is definitely not a good guy but well at least he doesn't fall into the jerk category lahs ! Also, I have to accept changes. I can no longer be beside you, supporting you secretly. I can no longer cry behind you and hope you will nvr know but at the same time giving me that alittle hope. I can never see your back with admiration again. I can never tell you my problems again. I can never whine to you about my life again. You can never tell me your jokes again. I should not miss you again. I should not be clinging to the past with your existence. I should let them be beautiful memories although it is scared with hurt and torment. I should not be letting those tears for you flow again. Letting you go is what I can do for you. It was all worthwhile for the "love". I have to learn from my friend "H" right? She totally gives him up, putting down all the love she gave. I think we are similar but with some differences. Like the guy, her guy is definitely jerk to the max. Mayb the looks quite ok only. Anyway, I hope I wun have to take so long like her eh. She took 8 bloody years man ! At least hers started at 10 years old and ended at 18 years old. Judging from the period I "love" him, would be 16 years old. if i take 8 years, i would be a fucking 24 year old nia !! k lahs, still young but quite pathetic if i have to wait until that age b4 i can completely give him up. I will try my best though. Now, i have to completely cut ties with him. Yes, I will do it. Wish me luck. :) Yes, thanks Sad Angel (Jeffrey) for everything, but i just know that it ain't love. :) Still, thanks for teaching me how to "love". :) Goodbye first love. I gotta let you go one day. Mayb it wun be today, but i will do it. definitely not 8 years later too. XP. P.S. I am not talking about "J" hor for this post. :) finally, blogger is back to normal. i know i m still owing Jap lesson photos !! agrrr !! busy bee !! study week now. am gonna chiong lurs ! coursework grades totally sucks. and yeah, i just made a big decision. well, at least to me its a big one. yeaps, i decide to heed roche's advice and change my groupings for next sem. its the first time in my poly life that i listened so much to a teacher. ( notice that i used "teacher" instead of "tutor") i believe, a good teacher teaches experiences and shares advices too, instead off just teaching what is inside the textbook. anyway, this is a big decision bcos i really like to be with teletubbies, but unfortunately we can't do projects together. I dun wanna pin point any names cos that person shld noe he/she has to change to be more productive yeah. Yeap, my new grouping is nice to me yeah. i think they are real fun pple as well. Anticipating to work with them next sem ! :) sadly, i dunno this decision has hurt how many people. believe me. i have no intention to break any friendship with anyone. i dun wanna offend anyone too. I also dun wanna to seem as a baddie that is meant to replace someone. I dunno if i am one of the people that is at fault. but no matter what is it, i apologise. acceptance and adapting is essential i guess. I wish everyone luck and not to get involve in situations that are so drama mama ! :) back studying le. bye. :) b4 i start my long entry. Last friday, i rushed to RP lect on 10am, cabbed to school. i was chiong-ing like a freak. den i went into this uncle's cab. Uncle: where u going ah? Me: uncle, temasek poly. fast fast, i late already. Uncle: Ohh !! tampines ah? i just now came from dere nia. u lect-cher-rer dere ah? Me: No, uncle. I student. =.= ( buay song to the max and dun wan talk to him) Uncle: Ohh... I see u so big sized so i tink u lect-cher-rer mahs. Me: oh... =.= ( fucking buay song until dun wanna reply him ) after 5mins... Uncle: So now u going gai gai ah? ( yes, he really used the word) Me: Uncle, I now going to school lahs ! I just now tell u i rushing for time already ! and my venue is temasek poly lehs ! think i go dere for fun ah? ( wahs fuck, he totally pissed me off man) Uncle: Aiyas, i see u wear until so pretty den, den keep looking at mirror. thought u wanna mit boii fween marhs. Me: Uncle, pls concentrate on yr driving, i really very late already. i reached school at 10.19 when i reach lect hall. den inside only 3 pple including tiffany =.= Mr Ho: hello kah jen ! lecture ended already. u nid help in your individual journal, you can ask me anything now? or u can ask tiffany. Me: WHAT !! I just cabbed here lehs !! :'( and the uncle so crazy lurs !! Mr Ho: aiyos. what happened? so i told him the whole story. Mr Ho: aiyo, u wasted your 7 dollars nia. so sorry ah. u very hardworking eh ! Me: yah yah yah ! gimme full marks k? oh, u not my rp teacher, nvm, u psycho miss ng gimme full marks. :D Mr Ho: Aiyos, cannot lahh. i give u full marks for APEL k? Me: YAY ! after that, tiffany tell me full marks for APEL no use wan. =.= ___________________________________________________________________ overdue pics ! 31st July, last friday ! fina, meiting and I had a taste of being models. :) as quoted from meii's msn personal message, it was a day that we tried many things. Our virgin tries ! :)  very sweet of dem to wait for me to finish my FARM lecture that ended at 6. rush rush to tanjong pagar after that. oh yahs ! forgot to mentiont tat i brought my cam but forgot to charge the battery the day b4. so all pics taken by fina's mum nokia phone. so some pics are kinda dark. anyway, reach-ed HOYU building. ok. we were asked to go in one by one. very scary lurs. anyway, that person in charge asked me to catwalk. DEN I AM LIKE I CANNOT CATWALK LEHS ! haha ! den the person was like nvm nvm just walk normally. k. i was asked my height,my age and hair color preference questions. the interviewer was kinda nice although i feel that her eyeliner was way too thick, look very fierce. XP but too bad even i got in, i can't go. cos the runway project is on 8Oct. i am in TOKYO for a study trip !! :D going to disneyland to meet mickey mouse, my lover. He promise to ditch minnie for me. :) dun jealous dun jealous !! =.= kk. continue with my post. So. what does 3 models do after boredom? obviously... camwhoring lurs !! we found that uber chio area with colorful balls and fountain !    a very kind philippino approached us and offered to take a grp peakture of us 3 ! thanks random stranger. :)  I LOVE YOU, BUT I CANNOT GET YOU !! :(HAHA ! SIAO.      alot of colorful balls hors !! :) i think the area uber chioooo !! :)  ohmygosh ! she look like yi mei sial in this picture !!!After which, we played with the balls that is outside of the fountain.  Meii is siao !  Definitely I am 100 times glam-er than her ! buang buang looks really happiie yo ! she always doing crazy things man !  she was in this position.... while we are in this position...den the security guard approached us.. he say cannot sit on the ball.. :( after he go...  afina literally poke my eyeball ! :( she everytime say: " i poke your eyeball", this time she really did it lurs !!!!!!!! :(  meii wanna be gothic rocker with her alligators (gladiators) ! LOL ! and not to forget her famous middle finger. :) rocker chick but dunno how to hold guitar. tsktsk ! MJ wannabe ! Look fat siol ! " I want nobody nobody but you"  we off our shoulders not for jerks like you ! whooo !Let us teach you some yoga now !    HAHA ! Obviously the yoga lessons are kinda useless to us. *cough cough* wheee.. the fountain finally came out !! we took a pic wib the berrie nice fountain bhind. leopard print bangle berie nice also right !!  Me and meii have diff way of presenting the fountain ! After which, stupid meii keep complaining hungry and wanna eat sakae sushi buffet. I didn't want cos my stomach ain't empty, dun tink i can gobble up much. Hence, i suggested Lau Pat Sat. Meii didn't want cos she dun wan walk. i whine like crazy den she agrees. =D but really lo. i tink lau pat sat food nicer and hor she ain't wearing heels lurs. she is wearing her comfy glads lehs ! while i wearing one inch n fina wearing two inch. after painful long walk from tanjong pagar to lau pat sat ! we were approached by seriously alot of stall vendors. finally we agreed to follow this cute satay boy :)  k. u cannot trust cute guys. his satay not very nice lurs ! should have eaten fat man satay ! i wanna eat fat man satay now lahs !!! :( lightings very nice and keep blinking. very diff to take pic lurs !       ha ! just acting cute ! O.o  haha ! retarded !
now let's play a game; guess whose eye !?
great looking eyes with mascara on. :)
Cute satay boy we stalked. :)
ate alot alot alot ! guilty pleasure !
P.S. afina !! u still haven send me all the photos !! esp the one i ate a whole sotong !! :O |
sugar cane machiam plain water; mee goreng very nice ! fina noe how to order cos she malay ! wheeee !! plus plus !!
her orgasmic face !! farnie bo?????? 
not to forget hotplate tofu ! quite nice but soooo many prawns i dun like.
berrie bz eating !! 
nice eyes but y eyelashes so barren !!??
this is such a no-brainer !! cos this eye is so wa-yang !! but nice also kayz !!?? :)
Honestly, it was a tiring day.
really shag arh? went back home quite late that day so yeahs. thats all i guess. :)