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Monday, March 29, 2010 - 11:11 PM
happy 19th birthday ben na na
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YOO HO ! BEFORE CLOCK STRIKES MIDNIGHT, BEFORE CINDERELLA GOES BACK HOME. GOTTA WISH MY DEAREST BEST GIRL FRIEND A VERY HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY ! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeee. olddie 19th liao. got lv bag liao.

gratz gratz ! may our friendship lasts and hope i can wish u happy 100th birthday from 89 years later from now. :)

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anw, had a rather tiring day doing all the japan preparation. anw, will be going dere on 4th April till 12 April. 9 days 8 nights. omg ! imagine all the clothes i will be bringing manz !

my shopping damages for today: marks and spencer jeggings ( mad cool, jeans+leggings), newlook pink cardi ( wanted the blazer but oh well same colour), dorothy perkins jeans (awesome buy) and new camera memory card of 4gb (dey dun have smaller ones liao,sadded)

okies. investment investment. the most damage is the jeggings of 89 dollars, but well everyone knows marks and spencers bottoms are top notch quality. i hope its worth it.

anw, are japanese girls generally smaller sized? i wanna buy clothing in japan leh. but scared i am too fat. am i too fat? :(
sad, y m i so fat?
come come i go migrate to america, i will be mad small size. :)
self delusional.

alright, i dun care. gotta eat noodles now and start pack pack. i still need shoes !



Saturday, March 27, 2010 - 11:09 PM
highlights of the day
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i finished beauty and the beast on my itouch ! wheeee ! i totally love this disney classic please. ever since i was born, i read/watch this story for so so so many times. i never get bored n tired bcos its so niceeeee !

and hor. seriously i got fat or i used too much force sitting on the sofa. so as usual, my butt "jumped" on the sofa. den i heard "crack" machiam someone fracture den bone crack that kinda sound. den my sofa entirely sunk la. :(
sianz. must buy new sofa liao. my mum keep on niam-ing me abt it. but ok la. the sofa also 10 years liao. must change. but need to change the entire set wan or nt ah?

and after watching jiu xiang lai zhe ni just nw. i had a really bad fall in my house. i slipped den my entire left side of my body fell on the marble floor. hitting my joint, left butt and head. HAHA ! my mum gt a big shock. she thought i fainted. cos i just couldn't get up so i lay on the floor. den after that i just keep on laughing. seriously, i dunno y. i will laugh when i fall down. not outside la i mean.
anw, very painful nia !.

k off to play game. today i m gnna sleep early to train myself for japan. DISNEY RAWKS ~~~~~~~

:D



Friday, March 26, 2010 - 11:15 PM
me on tv
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did anyone of u saw me on tv?

i just watched just now. omfg. scary. okok ! its over now.

whoots. at least i dun have to worry liao.

i look so ugly lo. omfg. ccb.



Thursday, March 25, 2010 - 2:52 AM
transforming
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from a super big-sized ugly duckling to a not so chio fat swan.

ha ! some random blogging at 3am+.

throughout my poly days starting frm year one to year 3. i have received compliments saying that i have become prettier. (*shys* not i m pretty lah. PRETTIER SIMPLY MEANS FROM VERY UGLY TO LESS UGLY)

yeap. anw, i have to agree to the fact that i really look very ugly in the past. here are some old photos.


take a look at 1st photo. me n bff dilys. 14+ years old yeah. i dunno y in the hell my eyes r so small. no wonder gt pple see me n ask me did i go for eye plastic surgery. ahaha ! n omg ! i m so tanned. my grandma also say i got fairer yeah. of course la, all those whitenning products i have exchanged for alot of money. n not to forget abt pimple creams.

2nd photo- fat. need to say more?

3rd photo- pimple face to the max. i really hated hw people call me this in the past. really. i have alot of pimples on my freaking face. i find it damn er xin to wash my face cos its filled wif all these evil monsters. also, i very itchy hand i will go pinch it.

4th photo- redness not due to blusher. infact, i nvr put on any blusher. its a cause of excessive pimples.

5th photo- slight improvement for looks, lesser pimples/redness and bigger eyes (due to cosmetic lenses)

very tired of looking like that. i wanna transform.

i m not greedy. i dun need to look pretty. i just wanna be prettier. ( get the difference?)

anw, i got a better camera for my 16th bday. n better makeup n better skin.

bedok green prom. yeah, my eyes look crossed and alien-ish.
but cough cough. i was a prom nominee okay ! very proud of the fact even up till now.
erms. i nvr win la ! :P

Poly year one:

dilys 17th bday. still rather youth-ish. n i was with super long rebonded hair.

acting shu-nu-ish. haha !

still in simple makeup uh. anw, that is taken on my 17th bday. but apparently, u can see skin is majorly improved n much fairer due to amt of foundation.

Poly year 2:
that my few recent photos uh.

as it can be seen, throughout these few years, i have a better camera, smile, skin n looks.

but honestly. is that what i wanna achieve? caking wif powder, putting loads of colours in the eyes and brining out a diff personality.

hmm.. i dunno..

i only know last time i m ugly but i was relatively happy compared to now.
honestly, year one poly, i had a really hard time.

was start of new school, outcasted, being misjudged, lose friends, lose someone i tried to hold on.
life was really bleak n i had nobody i could talk and count too. i dun wanna bother my old friends cos dey gonna move on as well.

i couldn't. i was depressed. to me, looks weren't everyting alr. to people, i was being vain, bimbotic n even zilian ( honestly, i dun get this ) bcos, i seldom take picture of myself (as in alone) , most r wif friends. u dun see my putting my solo photo in my blog everytime dun u?

ok. this post must be the most zilian photos of myself.

yeah, back to year one poly life. i tried persuading myself not to believe anymore. i was so depressed that i wanted to commit sucide. obviously now not lah. DUH !
oh yeah, those who wanted to commit sucide, dey will not declare to the entire world, if dey have guts they wld do it alr. some people just want to garner attention if dey put smth like dying in the msn or smth.
thats disgusting.

anw, life is improving. not entirely very good. but i m glad i am much happier now.

makeup is not a mask. makeup may make u pretty, but never beautiful.

so.. wld u wanna b a plain jane wif good personality or someone hot but sucky character?

me... i dun mind being a plain jane. i am one myself..


PLAIN JEN.



Monday, March 22, 2010 - 1:21 AM
japan, tokyo
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as my japan trip is nearing, i get alittle paranoid now. yeah. anticipating and alittle nervous. i better start preparing for all the stuffs alr. i m super mad scared.
like just now i went to try my stockings. i fucking forget how to wear in a proper way. seriously, it sld b eliminated. the material is like so thin ~ omg. :(

and shoes. wat shoes sld i bring. some of my trip mates actually said "closed-toe shoes" but i think ok leh. 10-18 degrees. still can open toe wat. but i dunno la. i will try to find boots soon.

and clothes ! omg. i initally wanted to bring stockings. but well, it is impractical and i m not confident of wearing dem. so, yeah not bringing. sad. :(
leggings, yiling said it is too thin. but honestly speaking, i not scared of cold wan. i scared of hot.

anw, jackets n blazers are definitely a must. cardigans yeah. also have.

wow. so many things to prepare. i better do a check list like really soon.

guess what m i anticipating most of the trip?

SHOPPING...........

erms.. yeah ! i am. but not the most !

i am actually more excited abt disneyland ! like seriously ! i m a disney fangirl ever since i was born. shopping to me is like an interest, smth i really like. but disney to me it is a dream, most lovely memory of my father, an obsession. mickey mouse used to be my "baby" when i was 4.

ok ! i shall research abt disney like really soooon ~ shall keep the details unelaborated. best for last. :)

REAL EXCITED ! ARE U PEOPLE EXCITED FOR ME AS WELL? :D



Friday, March 19, 2010 - 1:05 AM
hi hello !
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hi hello ! u miss me? yes no?

kinda random. but those photos above are my cny pics. yeah. just steamboat dinner wif mum. yeap.
my makeup kinda shu nu ryte?
abit diff from wat i usually put. haha. yeah, i have high cheek bones.

anw, today, technically yesterday. went japan embassy to do visa . visa as in permit to go out of country, not credit card visa. haha ! really got pple so swa ku dunno wat is visa wan nia ! XP

haha. k. really very mafan la. the documents n everything.
but yeah, for real, this time i am really going to japan ! everything's confirmed alr. gurantee plus chop.

flight is on april 4th, 11.45pm. loads of things to prepare. cos i m going malaysia b4 japan as well. anw, i can forsee myself wif loads of shopping bags walking down the busy city district of tokyo. so awesome. gonna brush up my basic japanese soon. i got B+ for my jap cds the previous sem. not that impressive. but i m sure i can speak alittle bit.

anw, after doing visa, went to buy itouch protector. ok, it sucks. it is so freaking thick n affecting the visual of my itouch. okok. i m gonna buy a new one. my 3rd one. yes, i haven't even bought my itouch within a week n i going to get my 3rd protector for it. :(
but well, since i spend so much money on an itouch, i suppose i can afford the 20 more dollars for a good protector i really want.

anw, his name is xiao ping guo, which means little apple. :)

cheers everyone~ anw, y u all stop tagging me on my tagboard alr. kk. i know its cos i nvr reply. i m gonna do it now. please tag. at least i know someone alive is ready my blog.

busy days ahead for miieeeee.. wish me luckiieeeeee ! :) wishing for better days ahead.

love,
very da fang de jen ~



Saturday, March 13, 2010 - 11:25 PM
i touch itouch
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*breathes in* *breathes out*

yeah. i had an extra-marital affair and just bore a son.

to those who dunno, my dearest husband is sony ! and we have 3 beautiful daughters ! namely, my pink cybershot camera, pink vaio lappy and my pink handphone. they are mad gorgeous, three items i am proud to have. and i love sony very very very much please. i never thought of buying gadgets from other brand. bcos i have high brand loyalty.

secondly, i want my gadgets to be pink please. not hot pink (my goodness), but pale baby pink. yes the bimbotic kind like wat sony can give.

fyi, i love my "3 daughters very much" bcos they are so pretty but ok they are abit cui now. cos they quite old liao.

anw, as i mentioned, i have an extra-marital affair with apple and just bore a son ! omg ! yes, itouch is my new baby. got it from it fair. fucking big sized k? 32gb ! my mum's iphone is like only 8gb.
kk. okok. b4 u call me a hypocrite ( cos i blogged b4 i don't like apple and i love sony ), i am gonna explain myself naos. zzz.

around a year ago, my mum bought her iphone. so i was like eee, cos i have no good impression of it cos i watched xiaxue's iphone review, and most imporantly it is black n not able to drag n drop.
i always wanted a sony mp4. unfortunately, sony has been really dissapointing. bcos their pale pink mp4 are old. i don't mind it being old model, but i was always OOS and not able to drag n drop. new mp4s are all hot pink with alot of black and its quite ex, also not able to drag n drop. aggrrr... is it that difficult to create a perfect mp4 !? i mean my specifications are not that difficult to fufil wat. apparently, no improvements. in fact, it is deproving in my opinion.

so i always played with my mum's iphone. in fact, my mum bought it like when it was firstly launched in singapore. she has this corporate plan so it is rather reasonable. ok, slowly i think apple is really not as hatable i really think it is ! in fact, i developed quite a big liking for it.

so yeah ! i have got it today ! baby, u r stuck with me ! i am sorry that u have to end up with me if u r expecting a super hot chio babe that might use you to masturbate ! haha ! omg. i am so crude ! i m so mad happy la ! ok obviously, my itouch is a boyyy ! wat name sld i give him eh?
camera- miss pinkpig
handphone- miss pinkpill
lappy- miss pinkswan

obviously, i can't give him the same series of name as dem la cos he is like a boy n he is not pink ! moreover, he is not from sony range.

i was thinking to call him xiao ping guo ! but is it too cheena !?

ok. i noe i m damn bimbotic. but whatever la. i love him !
dun worry sony, you are still my loveeee !! :)

damage for today, 500dollars plus, 32gb itouch, sony earpiece, zhabalang brand mouse and sailor dress from newlook !

whoots ! imma happy girl =D



Friday, March 12, 2010 - 11:52 PM
XIAO GUI ALIEN HUANG
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yoo hoo !! back from bugis with joyce ! haji -big big dissapointment. not worth the mention ! even shopper joyce also neh buy anything !

MOF japanese food very nice ! upload photo soon !
my results are fine ! shall not babble results now bcos i wanna blog abt xiao gui !!!!

OMG ! HE IS SO MAD CUTEEEEEEEE ! i went to see him today ! btw, just coincidental that i am in bugis today la, cos joyce wanted go haji. i didn't go dere specially to see him okayz.
anw, was dere alr so just go see lo.

was quite at the back la. the stage left side. filled with people like joining the fun, not for him like that. the host was super annoying, keep babbling abt xiao gui shoe size and some lame stuffs. den the host even ask middle stage to shout ( like as if xiao gui coming ) den he say test run only. =.=

anw, xiao gui arrived ! he said that he first time come singapore to xuan chuan and he is very happy to see us. he sung 4 songs. 玩具枪与玫瑰,搞砸了,地球上最浪漫的一首歌 and 不屑 ! my fave is last one, bu xie ! and at that song he waved at me omg ! yes yes ! me only ! no doubt ! HE WAVE TO JENNY CHIA KAH JEN ! omggggg !

ok, y m i so confident of this fact ! bcos as mentioned, my side dere not high at all ! only few people and me shout only ! so when xiao gui came to our side, everyone was busy taking photos of him ! whereas me, i just tiptoed like mad and waved to him like crazy ! and he wave back to me with a smile ! awwwwww.. it was really sweet and i can feel the electricity man so cute omg! dun worry xiao zhu ! i still love you the most ! it rawks to be tall for once and i feel like xiao mei mei again ! yes, i know i m too old for idols. also felt abit paiseh to shout nia.

talking abt taking photos ! i took few photos in my camera but its battery died on me upon taking few photos. den i use my handphone take. cos i m in a really lousy location and bad cam, i gave up upon taking some blurry pics. wld upload to my comp later though.

today is a great day ! alien huang hong sheng a.k.a xiaogui is mad cuteee !
ha ! i remembered i used to dislike him when i was 15 ? sec 3 days. cos he replaced Da S and Xiao S in hosting yu le bai fen bai and i think he very copy xiao zhu style la. like what he says and what he wears ! but now i like him ! cos he has his own style now and he is very cute ! :)

oh ! what he wore today not nice lo ! like weird la dressing ! he wore this duo colour singlet, infront forget wat colour, behind black. den infront short behind long. dun like it la. think he wear tshirt n jeans nicer !

oh yeah ! another thing worth mentioning. so at the end, the host asked xiao gui what is his shoe size den xiao gui say 9 ! host say his fans very stalker cos they know his shoe size. xiao gui asked fans how come dey know ! den dey say " YANG CHENG LIN SAY WAN" haha ! den i think xiao gui like fake fake nvr hear ! haha ! farnie sia !

ok. this is what i have encountered today ! i will never forget his sweet smile he gave today ! even i forget, i will read this entry !
i go read his blog liao !

kkbyebye.

love, happy girl jumping to xiao gui blog ! :)

update:
oh yah ! i forget to mention that i saw alot of people today ! i saw winnie and i shake her hand so indirectly shake xiao gui hand ! got this girl shook xiaogui hand and i heard that she tell her friend that she dun wanna wash hand liao. LMAO.

also saw eric, lyon and minghui ! haha ! eric damn farnie ! i was in action city and he acted like a sales assistant asking me if i need help. the funniest thing is that, i didn't see the face so i told him i dun need his help. den 2nd time he asked again " so do you want my help? " haha ! shocked ttm. lol !

and pris tweeted she saw me when i was looking at the directory! she was with aaron ! didn't see her though. if not will say hi ! =)



Wednesday, March 10, 2010 - 6:07 PM
i am sad
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i am a pig. i just woke up at around 6pm. =.=
haven't got a decent meal yet. i guess i shall have dinner soon.

within few mins, i am sad alr.
yeah. i really wanted badly to hang out tgt. but since that movie is more impt that me. alright, enjoy the movie without me then. i don't mind.

but i feel sad that i am not placed against any importance upon the movie. no one actually said smth like "lets watch others", no one actually said that " i can join you people after the movie for dinner."
i dun wish to think so much.. but am i really someone that don't make any differences in your life? am i really that pathetic? are my feelings so worthless for you to disregard?

i guess the answer is obvious.



- 4:37 AM
today i caught alice in wonderland.
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today i caught alice in wonderland. 3d leh. wah. make my head pain. the alice drop infront of my eyes man. i am amazed.

ann siang hill - major dissapointment with the merchandise range. but pretty amazed wif the vintage visual display, mad chio. jerry's fried button mushrooms rawks as well, same goes to seafood oglio olio. pricey i must say.

anw, fb status for the day: a beautiful heart matters more than a pretty face.
true? mei ting said i have both, but she say i no brain. =.=
wth. shall forgive her cos she say i am beautiful and pretty ! =D

and i have brain ok? just that it is not very big. =P

btw, social interview..

cannot see ah? haha ! den nvm ! XP

erms, i didn't post it on his wall la. paiseh leh. scared his fans beat me up also. XP

xoxo. rest 2mr. hope to blog more.




Sunday, March 7, 2010 - 5:27 AM
hai pai !!
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k, i know i am slow. but i finally finish watching hai pai ! wheeeeeeee !!

k la, dun say me slow lo. i was the first few peepz that started watching that lo.

reasons, i didn't catch it earlier cos i was super busy few months b4, test, projects, exams, had my heart broken, having some probs wif some people n blah ! alot la. oh well, let bygones be bygones. =)

anw, love hai pai ending ! but i wish dere are alot of small da lang kiddos lo. it wld be better ending lur.

dalang dalang dalang dalang dalang dalang ~ wheeeee !
BAOZHU JIEEE !

time checked: 5.31am ! omg! off to lala land yo ! =)



Friday, March 5, 2010 - 4:26 AM
patrick hoodie
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so today, i collected my payment for surveys and went back home straight. was a cool journey. esp eating mr bean, green tea soya icecream. its guilt free. most importantly, it taste awesome.

ok cut the chase abt my life-less life today. i shall go to the main point of this entry.

i caught yu le bai fen bai today, in case u dunno. that is the show by xiao zhu, luo zhi xiang. usually i dun watch cos i wld nap, go out and other reasons la.

so, i was watching just now.
xiao zhu was wearing this pink hoodie, in an awesome shade. i was thinking, wow ! what a nice hoodie and it looks like it is good material as well. BUT the flaw was this green floral at the bottom of the hoodie. it looks really unmatchy with the pink. but it doesn't look that weird leh and i tink i seen it somewhere cos its really familiar.

den i saw the hood !! it is patrick ! patrick is spongebob best friend (yes, i am saying it cos got pple dunno who is patrick lo )




after i saw the hood, it doesn't look weird anymore. in fact, it is one of the cutest hoodie i ever seen ! :) and its worn by xiao zhu leh ! best of this hoodie, u can fully zip. and when i say fully zip, it means u can zip it till your head area. haha ! u can be a true blue patrick man.

i saw one online before. almost bought it. but that hoodie was diff. it was patrick face on the hoodie. it was nothing like this wan i saw today.

and i tell u people. i was mad stupid can. i actually went to fb and shoutout asking people where to buy this hoodie on my status. super lame ryte? =.= no wonder, nobody bothered abt me. den i went to google " patrick hoodie". i was brought to many patrick hoodie. but nothing was like the one i saw.

den i realised. how come i have such a stupid brain. i didn't even check the stage website can ! which is his store la. so i tried my luck. and viola ! here is the patrick hoodie i want. AND IT IS A GOD DAMN 168 sgd lah ! wtf. 68SGD i might consider. but it is 168 SGD leh.

pay collected today only 176 dollars. so i spent it on this hoodie... i will be like... T.T

omg. i really dun want to make it an impulse buy. but this is so... cute... i try to find an inspired one online den. with a much lower price. i can't bring myself to buy this. :(

just imagine if i had this hoodie...

scenario one:
Friend: hey jen ! u getting fatter ah?
Me: omg ! did u just realised the secret that i am not jen. *pulls out hoodie from bag* I AM PATRICK !

scenario two:
Friend: hey jen ! u waiting for friend?
Me: i am not jen. i am patrick. (i am wearing the patrick hoodie btw)
Friend: erms okay. (siao)
Me: I am waiting for spongebob. ( quickly pulls out hoodie, inside got spongebob tee)
Friend: =.=

fyi, i have 3 spongebob tees btw. ok n i dun really wear it. :(

so if i have the hoodie... would i even wear it out? but i really like it ! :(

please give me 168 SGD for the hoodie please. :(



Thursday, March 4, 2010 - 2:26 AM
why so hot ah?
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weather damn kaopei ah. hot sial.

been really out for these few days. heaty.
i really want a day to chill out n relax and not worrying anything..
perhaps, reading a book with soothing music, blasting aircon. best would be makeupless, let my pores breathe. i m wearing makeup everyday. esp, i am with concealer, bb cream, foundation and loose powder. yeah. u can imagine how dark i am without all these uh.

2mr, be collecting mystery shopper pay and hopefully i can have my dream break n clear wardrobe after that.

yeah, pregnant really make one matured uh? but also dunno if its a fortunate or sorrowful thing u know? like that thing growing in your tummy, making u fat. but blissful at the same time. hais. wonder how would it be if its gone...

xoxo.



Monday, March 1, 2010 - 11:29 PM
happy birthday justin bieber.
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its 1st of march. whooo. first day of the month !
not a great start though. bcos i realised surveys not done ! *coughs coughs*

gotta cheat obviously. >.<

anw, thanks once again for YL to pei me finish those irritating surveys in town.

and yesh ! happy 16th birthday justin bieber. not gonna put his pic here la. since i just put 3 of his vids up few days ago, just kindly scroll down to enjoy ! :D

also, i believe most of u read my twitter and fb status liao.
i got approached by a tv crew today in wisma.

its some paegent held by watsons, like choosing the best girl with the nicest eye. so yiling n i agreed to hold the flower and choose and they promise us that we wun be on tv. den michelle chong came to me and i was literally dragged to did a short interview on which girl sld to choose. despite me emphasizing and begging not to go on tv, dey still wanted me. anw, i just luan luan answer her. ok, i will tell u pple when the show is showing (provided i remember and my part isn't cut off) haha ! if not lao kui sia ! lol ! my make was mad light btw. i barely had any eyeshadow on.

please, make me look less fat on tv please !

ok, reason y i dun wanna go on tv. its bcos i am very self conscious of my looks. yes, low self esteem u may say. :(

and i realised artises are so difficult la. one sentence of line, dey have to do it over and over again. i dun even find any thing wrong wif the sentence la. dey have to do until perfection. =.=

k. mad tired. shall upload photos soon. :)

hols are such awesome time to meet friends.
last friday afternoon, meiting. last friday evening, clubbing with tiff, xx and serene and serene's fren tian tian (pics at fb).
today with yiling.
2mr with afina.
wed with joyce.
thurs class bbq (not sure going or not though)
this fri no plans yet.

but wheeee ! who wanna chop me? (:

hehe !

xoxo.