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Friday, June 4, 2010 - 10:34 PM
my inner voice is a fucking bitch
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i talked to myself today. here is the convo i had between myself and myself.

" Hey bitch ! can't do your paper today uh? wow ! totally expected. mugging at one last minute, how can you expect remembering all those fucking concepts that are mentioned in the lecture notes. OH YES. its a fucking 12/40 points you lost. thats a freaking 6 percent of the subject and it could be matter of 2 fucking grades. you totally deserved that for not putting yr hard work and being super lazy.

Seriously, why are you even carrying hope to get to a good local Uni ? U think that half fucked gpa could get you anywhere? just stop studying after poly la, and go work. dun fucking waste few more years acheiving nothing.
Even you heng heng get into an uni of your choice, do u seriously think u can succeed? OMG. with that fucking attitude of yours, you definitely will b a failure. your intelligence is also a big failure too, you prolly gonna drop out of UNI provided you get into one.

Fucking shitz you. why are you even taking calculus? Hopeless girl la you. you shld give up your chance to some others who wants to take the subj or someone who will work harder in acheiving what they want and not someone like you who do things half fucked.

you always mention abt dreams, you always wanna acheive something. BUT SERIOUSLY, do u work hard for it? did you? if you did, you wouldn't be so unconfident with your mid-sems. 3 fucking subjects, not one you have any hope of passing. great failure isn't it? even you get to pass, i bet you r not gonna do well. so stop wasting your time dreaming of an uni bcos if you dun work hard, you dun get wat u want.

your fucking gpa was pretty fine during your year 1.1 days. year 1.2, you are totally complacent n actually went to take exams with not much studying done. wow ! u really thought u cld maintain yr gpa uh? haha ! u deserve that bitch.

acheived a 3.5 gpa last sem? u seriously think its a big deal? u think u work hard enuff? no u didn't, it was based on mostly luck and good project mates.
look at some friends and some people who have damn good results. they are like 3.7, 3.8, 3.9. what are you compared to them? moreover, their GPA is cummulative and yours is nothing. doing well for just one particular semester just doesn't work if you continue to be complacent abt it.

you better buck up and pull up your socks and give your 100 percent to your studies. "