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i m not sure if u wld read this. those twitter dramas. end it already. me being mean and using hurtful words, i m guilty of it. but please understand, a clap takes two hands. my apology is sincere, believe it or not. i wish u could accept it. i m just really dissapointed that all these have to happen. i m not good in my words. think whatever you want me to be. you cried, i teared too. but nahs. dun think u cared nw. okay, bye. here i m in my retail informatics class. blogging since i finished my work already. bored. i took a cab to school. yeap again. =.= i mentioned in my twitter b4 that i would at least save a thousand dollars on cab fare lo. i rather use that money to buy a LV wallet or support an african children lo. anyway, day started like really dreadful again. woke up late n those lifeless routine like washing hair, brushing teeth washing face. blahs. took taxi at ard 8.50am in bedok. den halfway, the uncle said " hey girl, if you are late for your classes, what will happened? " i answered " oh 15mins late, my attendance cannot be marked" i said it super casually uh. he looked at his watch for a moment then he started speeding. whoots ! so mad happy la. he is totally rushing for me. ok to be honest i abit scared cos i was't wearing my seat belt. anw, when i reach TP area, as usual i ask him to turn to the lane to TP taxi stand. den he said " there very congested and very jam. y dun i stop you near the bus stop den u run yrself to class which is better " WAHS. i didn't thought abt this for 3rd year in my poly life can. the uncle is a total genius. i stopped at bus stop and den gave him 7.80 my taxi fAre. my cheapest taxi fare to tp ever ! no kidding at all ! when i reach class. i thought about it. he was totally being so nice la. he could have went to the lane and with the waiting time, he could earn a couple of bucks more. T.T mad touched can ! next time i could just stop at the bus stop instead liao. i totally save alot. somemore he speed for me ! even more savings ! :D thanks taxi uncle ! anw, wishes elizabeth ( taxi aunty ) a happy 19th birthday. although i have not known her for long but she has been a really great friend. hope she does get a surprise with the cake later. :D ok gtg ! i m in class ! omfg. it's suppose to be light hearted day for some rest. but things are so overwhelming as there are so much things to do. worse, i got very bothered by someone, something.. i know i sld b doing work now. but i just want some rest for now. perhaps watch a nice movie n wake up in the morning to do work. ok. shall drink my meiji chocolate milk and watch lindsay.lo's parent trap. hope to cheer myself up alittle :) oh yeah, thanks audrey :) from my fb : " Jen Chia this is the first time i ever got so mad with a shopkeeper. In summary, fixing of phone took 5 freaking hours intead of their promise of 1 hour, and they add on 20dollars to the bill which is 65dollars. Lastly, the phone was half fucked, it was not fully fixed. To piss me of further, the shopkeeper said " you are not rushing for time right ? " this is also my first time crying and shouting at a complete stranger. :'( " i really hav no mood to say the entire story. i did whine abit in my twitter before the worse came. its so wtf. 5 hours wasted which i could have done calculus tut or even sleep. i dun even sleep 5 hours pls. n i could attended 3 lectures with that amt of time. Even playing computer is even better. gotta do my cal tut with a fucking pissed attitude. p.s. the handphone repair shop is 2nd handphone repair shop around ntuc cashier there. not the one near sportslink, that wan is 1st wan. the handphone repair shop is near some makeup store. handphone spoil. reason? no idea. :( using lao kok kok spare phone now,keep hanging. sld i go borrow a spare phone from friends? asked few people n dey dun have. :( kk. nuff said. gonna go get it fixed 2mr. camera spoil, handphone spoil n lappy ageing. wat is happening to my gadgets manz? all too bimbotic? calculus tut - not done. *slaps self* RP project - didn't do much ! only the budget part. *slaps self harder* shall work harder 2mr. i promise not to let down my grp mates. OSIP - not really settled, n i dun tink i sld actually rely 100 percent on it n i shall find local SIP too. knn. the only right thing that has gone right is prolly i filed my notes properly into my disney files. k, the only console. blah ! shall stop whining. hope for better days ! BLAH BLAH ! fucking sucky. i dropped food on the bus... yes AGAIN. i have no idea. my food seems to have enemity with the bus. this is the 3rd time of the year. agrrrrr ! i m so hungry naoz. :( 1st time was kim gary milk tea on bus 14, which was to direction to ORCHARD ! 2nd time was in Japan, also milk tea ! can u believe, i spilled milk tea on the travel bus leh. and everyone knew me, so i was freaking paiseh. and the milk tea 300 yen, close to 5 bucks ok ! wtf. expensive lo. 3rd time is now ! except its not milk tea now. it was my dinner, pork porridge. BUT HONESTLY THIS ISN'T MY FAULT NOW. cos i put at the side. den the lady boss nvr close properly la, when the bus brake, the porridge went pouring down. it was super hot and i do not have tissue. i really really didn't know wat to do. and i can feel passengers talking bad behind my back, literally my back. :( i called mum after i got down, cos my hse only few stops frm bedok. i told her abt it and i know i sld hav told the bus captain or smth. but den i was reaching home alr so yeah. :( i do feel guilty lo. n when i picked up the lid, fingers got burnt by hot porridge. i felt like crying n helpless pls. :( I HAVE TO EXTREMELY CAREFUL NOW WHEN I BRING FOOD TO PORRIDGE. I PROMISE, REALLY ! :(  just made a trip to made in candy with elizabeth and alvin ! :Dbought 2 packets of sweets. ate one alr. it is really really a fruitful trip, learning loads of things and knowing more about customised candies. so colourful , make one very happy and cheery ! super sweet too ! i likeeeee ! bombarded the owners super loads of qs, and find out they are really very aspiring teenagers with a passion to give people satisfaction. was really very interesting and dey are very nice ! one of the owners even made a special heart lollipop for me ! :D free leh ! i aunty, so i like ! :)   cute? haha ! i mean the lollipop not me ! he wanted to do a rose, but it didn't succeed :( awww.. alittle dissapointed yeah cos i pretty much wanted a rose more. but its okay ! the heart is nice too :) it does makes one happy doesn't it? so candylicious and pretty. very sweet uh ! so cheery ! unfortunately, dey only have 1 store which is at novena, united square. super far frm my hse ! :( difficult to buy nia. gonna buy when the event starts. k contacts lenses are hurting my eyes now and i need some sleep. gotta wake up later to do MM tutorial n help alvin with rp3 tutorial. sighhhh ~ back to rush the hectic projects schedule. DAMN ! haha ~ talk to everyone soon ~ bb ! erms. sorry ah. if any of my recent blog entries depresses any one of u :) ok la ! i promise to blog happily ! :) ............ if possible ! hahaha ! thanks to those who cared. little but significant ! :) lifts alittle spirit up. anw, i took peaktures of shopping purchases/hauls ! anyone interested in seeing it? kinda bimbotic too. i gotta stop shopping like seriously. getting broke and bankrupt. AND I AM GIVING OUT 10 DOLLARS TO WHO CAN SOLVE MY COMPUTER PROBLEM ! THERE ARE CERTAIN WEBBIES I CAN'T LOAD, FOR DUNNO WHAT FUCKING REASON. THIS SERIOUSLY BOTHERS ME ALOT ! SO ANYONE WHO CAN GIVE ME THE SOLUTION I WILL SEND U A 10 SGD. AM VERY SERIOUS. ITS OK IF U ARE A STRANGER ! mail me at: phobe20@hotmail.com if you have the solution and you would be 10 bucks richer ! :) p.s. provided if your solution works. y do i get mistaken with my intentions when i dun even mean anything bad? forget abt explaination. its pointless anyway. no one wants to hear, they just believe what they think. so just let the things to be what they are. i guess thats really me. P.S. preaching is unneccessary. currently there is repeat telecast on channel8, weekdays. ep 8 today, which never fails to make me cry like mad ! :'( 也许能死在一起，也是一种幸福。 至少不用受生离死别的痛苦。 sadly, i tried finding Little Nyonya on youtube and tudou, i cannot find ! :( ON A LIGHTER NOTE. Haha ! okies. found that info on the newspaper that is on the net okayz. nt i stalk him horz. ALRIGHT ! off to find little nyonya episodes on the net ! shall end here abruptly ! bye ! :)
pretty much like my tittle. have been really quiet during classes. partially, reason is bcos of paying more attention to lessons and the other reason, is that I am being really closed up? i guess i am so invisible, till my existence is not being regarded. tired of this. my tears are so insignificant. crying just seems to nothing much to be concerned abt. how am i suppose to carry on the entire obstacle? the road infront seems to be so bleak. tired of that. tell me, instead of thinking why do i react this way, have you ever cared about why i behave like this? did u even tried asking what i really wanted? are you gonna be there during my most difficult time of my life or u just gonna let me be like this? just oh so dissapointing, isn't it? like an ugly duckling, lost and unwanted. took OSIP form just now. perhaps, a change to somewhere beyond the red dot island, could make myself a better person. as well as to prepare myself for further studies, might wanna head to australia to study after poly. nope, i am not doing this for a spite in the moment. i wanna fufil certain dreams of my life, walk a route i have never walked b4. but I shall still see what future holds though. sometimes, it is still quite impossible to fufil dem all. don't want to them to be so foggy and bleak. wishing for better days ahead, xoxo jen. would you hold my hand and take me through the journey? |
