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i think i m neglecting this blog . i no longer blog with piccas and i bored people with wordy entries. not to mention lazy as well. tokyo pics not even uploaded. whatever. i always used busy as an excuse, but do i make time? no, i do not. i practically throw time away everyday. it is 2nd week of school alr. really under tremendous stress. and relationship with people on rocking stages. i started distanced myself from most of the people. i also talked less alr. i find it pointless whining anymore. esp, whining to those who didn't care. i guess i rather just keep it to myself unless i can see their concern towards me. its okay, bcos i am used of being outcasted alr. sometimes, its better to be alone and quiet. why bothered to ask what happened to me if you do not care right? i guess i m also unimportant in their eyes. seen true colours and i think i sldn't be so gullible anymore. i sld not assume that people cared about me. they do not. they are selfish, they are living for themselves. so am i. yeah, hurtful it may be. but i will get over it. forget being a hypocrite, because you never ever cared. i am all alone. off doing my international marketing tutorial after helping junyi to order from gmarket. xoxo, jen. super kaopei. i better blog this in case i forget any details. fucking mad sway la. after my mall management lecture ended at 6pm, i went to take bus 69 as usual. the bus was really squeezy. i was the "lucky" last few people that went up to the bus. perhaps around 2 stops after tp bus stop, this middle age fair indian woman boarded the bus. she came up pushing me. and i even let go of the handle that i was holding to allow her a space to stand. ok fine. nvm. i m a youngster. i can stand in the bus without a handle. anw, i saw her wanting to talk 2 me. so i took out of one my earpiece. i couldn't hear bcos my itouch was blasting with really loud music. so she said to me, Mad woman: i just don't understand youngsters. there are so much space at the back and yet they don't want to move. (don't think she is insulting me la, cos she saying in general mah) Me: *smiles abit*, its like that one. ( i literally say that, yeah it is singlish i know) MW: huh? i don't understand you. Me: I mean its standard, they are always like that. MW: Oh, so you mean the youngsters are always putting their earpiece, pretending not to hear and takes up so much space. ( fucking insulting ryte. ok la. still ok. cos she nvr directly shoot me also ) so i ignored her and put back my earpiece. again, she moved her mouth. so, i took out one of my earpiece. MW: are you in tertiary education? Me: erms yeap. i am in a polytechnic. ok, world's greatest insult started MW: tertiary education, so tall. yet speaking in this type of english. "like this one, like that one". eeyer. so shameful, should go back to primary one. WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFF. ccb. what did i do? how did i offend her? k fine. i admit my english isn't that impressive or rather its quite bad. but do i deserve that sort of insults. i merely spoke less than 3 sentences to her and yet i can get such an insult leh. if u r asking how is her attitude b4 that insult, it was really nice. in a sacarstic way but it was tolerable. crazy much? fucking bitch la. i didn't rebuke la, partially its bcos i didn't dare. :'( BUT the point is, shld i even stoop myself to her level. yeah, true enuff. my english is fucking bad. i prolly can't finish a proper sentence myself. i used to get B and C's for my english during pri n sec sch. but is it so bad that i sld go back to primary one? but honestly indian aunty. wat makes you more superior than me? perhaps, your english is way better than mine. perhaps, you have a decent job, you prolly earn 1k per month? and yeah you are way older than me, older than my mum. but u know what? you seem pathetic and i shall explain why. firstly, you have to take a BUS and you are so bored till you wanna insult someone that is barely half of yr age. at the timing of 6 plus in the evening, a middle age woman like you shld b looking forward to go home to have dinner with husband and your children. but i bet you have neither bcos if you do hav children, you would have them compared to me. perhaps you have a husband, but i m sure he is someone that cannot give you a good life. usually after work, your husband would fetch you after work uh? and even he really loves you, he wld take a bus with you. so shameful. so old liao n yet an old hag. continue mad like this, confirm die as a spinster. so what makes you more superior than me? your old age? it is definitely NOT. bcos this is call 以大欺小. loosely translated as older bullying younger. you still have to take the same bus with someone like me, it does not not make you more superior. your english so good go b english teacher lo, dun bo dai ji go insult pple. disgusting much? after me, she went to bother this girl who is not listening to music. i totally pity her bcos i saw that girl's face seems so miserable, like being bothered. agrrrrr. like angry la. fuck her social norms, fuck insults, fuck english. i'll shove a 10inch banana into her ass. fucker. just ran back home from the bus stop, drenched all over. the rain is really heavy. anw, stressful 3 lectures today. totally exhausted with the theory and esp calculus. the maths part is totally giving me a headache. i wish i have paid loads of attention during secondary sch. pretty heavy rain after the last lecture. so i decided to walk walk in tamp one, and met mei ting alittle while. i bought an uniqlo polo dress ! mei ting say i siao cos i bought alot of uniqlo stuffs in japan alr, yet i m still buying smth dere. ha. i just feel my clothing is nvr enuff. lol. nth much special. just sprinting in heavy rain makes me kinda pathetic. waiting for the heater to heat up though. anw, no classes 2mr. but i hav to b back in sch for those jap merchanding part. agrrr. totally kill some of my plans. internet is really mad slowww. i tink its due to the rain. stop rainning omg. 雨下个不停，心就好像得了风湿。 less than 6hours time, i m gonna have my first lecture of the academic year. wah kaoz. i m in year 3 senior year. i tink i m gnna faint cos its final year. i can't believe it. its like i m still in my secondary 4 not long ago. anw, so coincidental cos my first lecture lecturer would b mr roche. haha. i rmb the first lecture i attended in year 2 is also him ! i remember detesting him so much n i called him mr roach. haha.. yeah lame. but i like him now ! cos he is a good teacher. but he totally scare me on the first day of his lecture. how cool to start an academic year with a cool lecture. haha. nahs. i m not anxious at all. hellooo. its the 3rd year alr. how nervous cld i be man? i guess the freshmen have to be anxious. i prolly just look see look see 2mr. haha. still, i wonder what kind of day wld it be later..... whoa. in less than a week time, it is gonna be lao niang's senior year in tp. namely year3. i feel so old totally. everything feels so fast, like as if yesterday i just graduated from my secondary school. what turf m i talking abt? its nt fast la. just that the time passes alr, thats y i feel its fast. anw, timetable for next year has freshly been out today. i must say there is good n bad points abt my timetable. b4 starting any blabbering. let me just roughly list my timetable here. i am in 3r05, calculus class. this also means i m not gonna have many classmates like other people in the course. oh well, hope it is a good class. :) MON- 9-11 lecture, 1hour break, 12-3 *2 lectures* TUES- 9-11 calculus lecture (what turf, 15 pple hav wat lecture siol) WED- 5-6 mall management lecture (lame shit, come sch one hour) THURS- 9-1 (2 tutorials) FRI- 2-6 (tutorials) bad points for my timetable: NO FREE DAYS AT ALL ! WTFFF. super ccb la. as u can see i have 2 days with only one lame lesson. for tues, still ok i can go out after 11am. but wed is fucking lame, i come sch for 1 freaking hour and its in the evening. omg. kill me. please have less mall managment lectures pls. omg omg. good points: NO BREAKS ! my total break for the week is prolly on monday, 1 hour break. ok thanks. i totally dun need breaks in poly. my aim is just to finish every lessons, n faster go home/go out. i hate breaks in poly totally. esp in year one, i used to have breaks like 6 freaking hours. i can't go home bcos when i go home i have to tendency to skip lessons. moreover, during breaks, i m practically doing nth. just slacking ard sch, chatting with friends. even eating takes less than an hour. esp, when u have no one to hang out with, u just hope that u dun have breaks. i m serious. 2nd good point: as u can see my lessons are rather short. which is a yay ! i m officially not so busy. however, i do understand the fact to buck up on my studies. SMU, better tidy up the uni and wait for my arrival ! omggggggg ! please let me get in. hello peepz ! me back from japan alr ! :) miss me yoz? haha, actually back the day b4 yesterday alr. :P just no time to update. cos i have so many things to see. erms, actually nth impt, just fb, email n twitter. hehe. my luggage is mad heavy and so over the limit. i went to japan with 15 kg luggage came back with a 32.4kg luggage. more than double ! omg, i m so amazed by myself totally. i bought 2 branded bags. juicy couture for myself and burberry for mum. =D i m so glad she is so happy for her burberry bag. totally worth that 500 sing dollars. also, i lugged 3 soft toys from disneyland. okok. haul/purchases blog entry wld be included later. for now, i just wanna summarise my trip to tokyo n do proper entries later. JAPAN TOKYO IS AWESOME. LIKE SERIOUSLY. cherry blossoms are GORGEOUS. people are generally NICE. standard of living is HIGH, hence things are really EXPENSIVE. food is DELICIOUS. shopping is WONDERFUL. everything is good, except for my camera spoil part. so sad la. my trusty 2 n half year sony camera spoil on the day of disneyland. wtf. sway max. that was my 16th birthday present from mum lo. xibei sad. spoil as in sometimes cannot take picture cos it keeps vibrating. however, sometimes can. so i tried to take as many when it is fine. but i also gt take via my handphone camera n borrowed tiffany's cam. hope she is able to send me some photos soon ! anw, i wanna save more money now. cos i wanna go Hongkong's disneyland ! hopefully before i graduate from poly. plus a LV bag for mum. please wish me luck. :) oh yeah, class for next year is out. imma in 3r05, calculus class. like finally after 6 freaking years, i m nt in the 4th class anymore. so weird to say 3r05 instead of 2r04. lol ! ok i m off to play pet society. its a japan theme now ! omg. ok byebye. wheee day zero has officially arrived ! in just less than 12 hours time, i wld be in a 7 hour flight to japan, tokyo. mad excited cos i have never been dere before lo ! u people must miss me ah. anw, pack finish liao. now waiting mum to buy back mee siam b4 i go slowly prepare everyting n have dinner in airport n meet up my peers later to tokyo. whoots ! hahaha ! i will not bring my laptop dere uh ! its heavy n i dun wanna spend time playing a computer while everyting is gonna be hell of fun. gotta bring itouch though, i will try to tweet if dere is free wifi. :) guess what !  DISNEY PRINCESS BEWARE ! bcos this mutha fucking princess is gotta rock the house ! i might replace one of ya uh !hahaha ! just kidding ah. i mad love disney princess man ! i used to imagine i m one of them when i was younger.... erms, i still imagine i m dem up till now. >< okay, another correction ! i am a princess myself ! wheee ! btw, there is an additional princess added, it is tiana fron princess and the frog. first black princess ever. =.= my fave is belle from beauty and the beast and ariel from little mermaid. :D SUPER MAD LOVE WITH BELLE ! so excited for disneyland. gonna take so so so many photos in an enchanted area. alright ! hope my trip is a fruitful one and fill with excitement. be back in 12 april. much loves, jen ! :D P.S. dun anyhow sms or call me ah. unless u wanna pay for my autoroaming charges and yr overseas calls. :) omgggg ! can't believe i m gonna set off to japan, tokyo in just 24 hours time. in ard 36 hours time, i am gonna be in JAPAN ! KONICHIWA ! WATASHI WA KAH JEN DESU. hehe. packing 90 percent done. just have to check thru again. i m damn scared of forgeting something la. cos i m mad blur. i m so afraid !! but thanks ah ! i ranted to chris yesterday ! feel much better. yiling also made me feel better, thanks ah ! :) n thanks to all the friends whom i asked mad loads of questions of japan. thanks thanks thanks. i can't list all names here. but thanks. anw, i m going thru my checklist again. hope everyting is dere, hope everything is fine, hope i look alright/less ugly n stuff like that. xoxo from paranoid girl ! |
