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 me just watch a few parts of hai pai tian xin ep5 and wanna go study alr. da lang is turning back to his luo zhi xiang mode in later of ep5 ! can't wait !!! :D i lurbe luo zhi xiang ! :D but i hate studying. :( nevertheless, i'll start with merchandise buying first and clear wardrobe and watch finish my hai pai tian xin ep5. wheeeeeeeeeee !! lurve lurve lurve. with love, jen. HI ~ went john little expo sales today :) technically yesterday cos i m blogging after 12mn. anyway, my purchases.  from john little expo sales: 1 fox romper, 2 colour stripped boxers, 1 butterfly granny panties, 2 bras, 1 loreal mascara and 1 ZA wondershaper.and my pink adidas jacket from the branded foot and shoewear corner. ! :D heeeeeeee..... and my ugly frog looking at me ! :D  I really love my fox romper ! uber cheap can ! 16 bucks only ! :D( pardon the fact that i dun have a full length mirror ! :( ) mother say look like pajamas ! =.= den after that she say ok lahs ! the pajamas is nice de pajamas. =.="  my best buy ! adidas pink jacket ! trish ask me take picture cos she want to see ! so yeahs, here is it :Dnice nice? i love it to the max can ! authentic hor !! 50 dollars got 10 cents change ! 49.90 only ! :) not cheap but i think it is value for money. I think i see adidas store sell 79.90 or 89.90 lo ! so i tink i got a good bargain. :) it is very chio in real life, my phone camera just dun do justice for its chioness lo.  LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT !( no face cos i remove my makeup alr, n wore specs :{ ) i tink my neck so freaking long ! no wonder char call me giraffe ! haha ! :D i tink i didn't buy enuff stuffs lehs. :( so sad.. anyway, i ate only ma lan ramen tday ! super nice de xiao long bao ! and satay for supper and saw chris' friends. haha. was feeling kinda weird n uneasy i tink. k nvm. oh ! tricia ! here's another top i promise to show u ! :D  MY DOROTHY PERKINS MICHAEL JACKSON SHIRT/TUNIC ! :Dguess how much i bought it !!?? 19 bucks only can ! omfg lahs !!!! kkiies. i have a really long story with this shirt. ( scroll down if u dun want to read it ) tat one random day, i was shopping with my mother in tamp1 and we went dorothy perkins. i saw this shirt, and i am like omfggggg ! Michael jackson ! not only the design i like, i like the cutting as well. i love i love !! i want to buy !! i look at the price tag, omfg ! it is 66 dollars can ! i almost fainted. :( i told my mother, she say it is nice but totally not worth 66 dollars. and she wanted to buy pants as well, which is 49 dollars and a better buy so i decided not to buy this shirt. ok, i may be a spend thrift buy 66 dollars to buy a shirt is really outrageous lahs. k. nvm. i go home. i keep thinking about this shirt. i was telling myself that i would go back tamp1 dorothy perkins and buy that shirt. i was determined to use my own money alr. k i went back, no more ! :'( so sad can ! maybe i m just not fated with that top. :( on 30th oct, i was waiting for claire at plaza sing to sign a birthday card for sean. so dorothy perkins was having some sales, i went in. its really uber crazy cos all the sizes for sales items are super big, like size 16-20. =.= anyway, i dig n dig. ~ i fucking found this shirt i wanted can !!!!!!!! fuck fuck fuck ! i said. it near perfection and an amazingly price of 19 dollars. markdown of 47 dollars eh ! that freaking alot. but.... it wasn't perfect :( bcos...... it is an uk size 8 top :( and one last piece alr. ( yeah, i am uk size 10. yeah, i am that fat. i dun give damn if u wanna hao lian u r a size 4/6. i dun give shit. ) anyway, uk 8 for a top i really really want lehs !! :( again, i thought i have no fate with the shirt. nevertheless, i still tried it. and knnbccb !!!!!!! i can fit lehs ! abit tight though ! i can fucking fit into size 8 lehs ! whooo. i ain't that fat afterall ! wheeeeeeeeee !! :D happy happy ! anyway. i got it. now i am a happy girl n i just paid 47 dollars less for a shirt i really want ! coolz or not man ! :D k. i know my story very lame ! =.=  i really like this top alot alot alot ! i even wore it to watch this is it lo ! super got the FEELING ! :Dit would be perfect if this was size 10 instead lo ! can wear loose abit. but nvm ! it is almost-perfect. :D oh, i forget to blog abt my birthday sia ! kk ! i'll find time to do so. off playing cafeworld. ciaoz ~ P.S. mid sem tests coming ! how how how? studyyyyyyyy lo............. i am that sad. yet i dun hear what i expect. i dunno what i did to piss you off. but apparently, my apologies are that worthless, that you don't want to hear. great, i just cried. :( no appropriate words i can blog now. tongue tied. :'( tokyo trip is fucking postponed to april 2010 !
crazy or not. yeah. fucking sad. like seriously. :'( k. i am still going no matter what ! tokyo ! i will go ! no matter what fuck happens. hope during april, dey wun postpone again. i m totally pissed. k. moving on. me, miss christine ng and elvina went to apply visa, supposedly lahs, for tokyo trip. so lame shit. we went there, no flight itenerary, den cannot apply. =.= k nvm. miss ng ask us we can go do it ourselves. somehow i tink the japanese embassy very smart. of course need flight itenerary ! if dun have = not confirmed = means cannot anyhow apply visa. anyway, got on to taxi ! and elvina dropped in orchard area and she intro me and miss ng a nice place to buy nice bags !! :D me and miss ng chit chatted in the taxi and we both dropped in tamp mall cos i wanna buy jeans and she went to see her intern students.  tried clothes in topshop. nice? 63 dollars uh. if u are wondering y so short, cos it is a cropped top. :)
 my makeup is so light yesterday !
  from mango. i look like some cottage girl !
____________________________________________________________________ whoo ! today first avenue hit highest sales ever ! 670 dollars lehs ! according to geok's twitter ! i also ain't sure of the exact ! but i noe its damn high ! though mostly is our class peepz buy de lahs !  bought from 1st avenueeeeee ! star dress 27 dollars, bought on tues, supporting wanling class. backpack bought today 25 dollars; i dunno how long i nvr carry backpack le lo ! i tink since sec 1 or 2 uh ! i only carry tote bags when i got older.
neh mind ! new style new style ! :D and star dress so short lahs ! can only be my tunic. agrrr. nvm nvm ! its niceee ryte? =D sequins hard to wash though. i also bought alot of snacks uh ! :( forget about money lahs ! so whatever. i save so much just for tokyo trip n shit happens. anyway, i alr try to restrain my shopping alr lo. i bought 3 dorothy perkins tops + 1 dorothy perkins shoe + 1 topshop dress + 6 online tops + 2 spag tops from cotton on + 3 tshirts from cotton on + 2 flats from cotton on+ 2 bandaged skirts+ 3 tops from isetan + 1 wallet from f21 spree k crazy. i actually call this saving up. =.= i tink if i nvr restrain, the list would be even longer lahs. honestly, i m trying to restrain shopping for the trip ! really ! i would definitely buy more than this man ! i constantly need new clothes. :(  would be buying this as well ! :) niceeee? :)
will blog more later. stay tuned with love, jen. hi. have not been blogging for some time alr, even my twitter i can't really be bothered. even though that bit of pieces of my worthless life. reason being, i keeping more and more things to myself just like last time when i live without a blog. i would still update alittle of my thoughts though. if you want to see photos, i think facebook would be a better alternative...  I am really dissapointed with some friends lately. its like they don't appreciate my friendship at all. they take things i do for granted, they don't even thank me for what i did. does good/best friends say those kind of words to hurt each other? friends forever? i don't think so.. ( nope. its not any of my best girlfriends i am talking about, if you are wondering who ) anyway, i told this matter to only one person which is serene, my granddaughter. its kinda random la, i also dunno y i tell her this. lmao. but after talking her, i do understand friends come and go. when they don't deserve you, you gotta just let them off, its pointless holding a fake friendship esp. when you are suppose to be good friends. Its totally right, isn't it? Maybe, she can get cooler friends than me. i wish her luck.  just a random photo. it is making me really sad i dunno why. k, i bluff. i noe y... more and more of my friends are taking up smoking. :( thats nothing i can say. i cannot stop anyone of you either. i am not gonna whine abt how smoking is harmful n how it can kill you because not as if smokers do not know abt this. no, its no longer that smoking is for that " cool image " bcos people smoke when there are no one around. so how can you show people you are "cool" when you are smoking alone or with friends. no, its no longer abt the age matter as well bcos most of you are actually in the legal age to smoke. even u are 16 and 17, i believe you wld also be matured enuff to think for yourself. smoking for that shiok feeling? perhaps. but it ain't that shiok when i tried smoking. yes, for a stupid guy whom i like when i was younger. =.= k, forget abt that. it was purely dumbness. anyway, really dissapointed with the fact that some of my friends went for some shesha or shisha session n posted pics on facebook? i dunno hw to describe that dissapointing feeling, really. according to wiki, shisha is worse than smoking becos the smoke that is inhaled is unfiltered smoke compared to the cigarette which has filters. Shisha smoker tends to become more vulnerable to respiratory diseases and cancers. whatever. not like they dunno anyway. i wish my grandma wld stop smoking too. but how can someone who smokes at the tender age of 9 to stop. its totally crazily impossible to stop ryte? :( i wish everyone who wants to quit smoking best of luck. a day worth blogging totally. k, b4 i start the entry properly. just wanna rant something first. can u stand people not delivering what they promise? its like they ask u whether you want to eat KFC or Mcdonalds and you answered Mcdonalds. den dey would be okok and later buy KFC for u. kaoz. the feeling ah... is like " why ask at the first place?" I probably alright with eating KFC at the first place but since you asked a question, i thought i had a freedom of choice. u simply just didn't bothered with what i had said so why ask? k, enough whine. shall eat KFC. P.S. the matter is not really about Mcdonalds and KFC, just an example situation. ____________________________________________________________________ 1st day of store operation in semester 2.2 for 2r04. it definitely is like a disaster and i am not even kidding about it when i said disaster. dearest mr chris goh chang da didn't come for 1st avenue trading, i had to take his place in confectionary cart. =.= sorry for friends who actuali went 1st avenue to find me but i wasn't there but thanks for those who came, super much appreciated and i feel super loved when you all actually buy something for the sake of supporting and not really buying for the sake for yourself. anyway, replaced chris for his role. day started really bad alr. stock taking was super messy as all are new stocks and today is the first day. u cannot blame my product knowledge cos i didn't know i had to do confectionary. if i had to do confect, i wld definitely find out the stocks first. k cut the chase. Big wind and Big rain came, wind completely blown of the push cart even though it is locked. -.- Yes, i am serious, it is not even exagerated. the whole scene was drama mama. esp the random passerby held our cart when it was toppling over, he even got hurt. Worse thing, the food kept flying, it even flew to the stage area lahs ! -.- i pick up, fly somemore. -.- really gotta thank those random passerbys that helped me pick up the merchandise. whole situation was pure messy. Fyi, dearest uncle went break at the wrong time. well, it wasn't his fault lahs i noe, but still agrrr !! so left me, charlotte n weina. its like wtf, 3 weak n helpless girls dealing the entire flooded cart. omgz. k lahs, we are not that weak and helpless lahs ! BUT STILL !! k ! definitely not helpless cos i ran to 1st avenue at my highest speed n asking my beloved classmates to help ! siao liao, i was super drenched but i was nothing compared to charlotte and weina. classmates cleaned up the flooded push cart. waterlevel like 3mm high? crazily siaoz. but everything was organised and i tink we did great handling the entire situation. very good crisis management !! (: k, then push back the cart that time, hit the legendary signboard. super big one kayz ! siaoz liaoz. dramatic not !! :( k. i go eat pizza n study for comm skills test le. i slept super long due to 2 panadols given by caring yi ling ( thanks alot girl ! ) had to eat it cos i tink i got a concussion as my head got knocked by the pushcart. super duper pain just now. but after my long sleep, it feel so much better ! (: THANKS YI LING ! =D omgomgz. comm skills test 2mr how? HAVEN STUDY SIOL !! :( i want to fall in love, fall in love to point where it overpowers me and you fill me up with your love and it would be all that i need. And my love would be all that you need. All we would need is each other I am writing this and maybe you are writing about it too. Would you be there waiting for me? Are you there? Can you find me? Let's fall in love. I want to fall in love with you. Extracted from fuckyeahhlove.tumblr.com I change some sentences because i want it to relate to me. HAPPY 49TH BIRTHDAY TO MY MUM~ wheeee. her last time being a 40+ woman. next year she wld b half a century old ! oh man. yeahs. me and mum only 4 days apart for our bday. yeahs, i noe its awesome. :)))) happy bday once again. hope can go malaysia for a short getaway with her :( happy 18th birthday to MR TAN ZI WEI as well ! love him :) ! ____________________________________________________________________ just wanna blog alittle bit of some of my personal stuffs. caught "this is it" with tiffany yesterday. Michael Jackson is not good.. not good at all.. because good is an understatement to describe him. he was awesome ( any better word to describe him?) ! yes, i dun even tink he sld be king of pop. he sld totally upgrade to god of pop alr. his new song " this is it" is damn soothing. :) I love smooth criminal of course, and thriller. the new zombies super high tech lo ! not like those 20 years ago wan, so simple. n he moonwalk during smooth criminal. loves loves loves. though some parts i wanna sleep alr cos was so tired setting up 1st avenue u noe. :( felt so guilty. bobian la. some songs slow songs lehs. zzz. anyway, my favourite song man in the mirror, it was also the last song of the show. honestly, i teared abit. it was so freaking sad. n it somehow motivated me to be a better person. :'( i wanna thank tiffany for pei-ing me. though maybe she does not really appreciate the songs, bt really thanks. yr ticket free lahs, i noe. working in GV super dua wan lo. haha ! :P anyway, strive to be a better person. sorry of using words to hurt anybody. i am 18 now, more mature, i will be more sensitive and be a better person like wat MJ is inspiring me to be one. xoxo friends come and go. i can't expect them to be my side forever ,isn't it? but i am dissapointed, really, i am. :(
hi readers ! :) its my last day of being 17 ! in less than another 24 hours, imma gonna be 18 ! fucking 18 ! M18 ! credit card and car liscence here i comeeeeeeeeeeee !! :D anyway, gotta blog abit first to clear some photos. 5th nov: early bday celebration for mr jeff ho ! HAPPY "28TH" BIRTHDAY for 6th of nov. :)  My awesome class ! 2r04 !! almost died upon tagging the class ! thanks jun yi for helping me tag some pple !  MR HO LOOK SO HAPPIEEE HOR ! ~ 6th Nov: my early bday celebration by best girl friends super budget whatever, venue whatever. what it matters is dey r celebrating for me. :D i am super surprised seriously, i wasn't even prepared for a partay. thank goodness i nvr took out my camera. so happy la ! but hor ! i wearing casuals n wearing little makeup :( nevertheless, i had really a good time. thanks for the super chio,pink and expensive bikini from sheer romance. anyway, i will give a proper update abt the celebration soon wif photos. just give u pple a sneak preview first. :D   HEHE ! so happy ! wanna thank afina, dilys, yi mei and mei ting for this. truly appreciate it, forever it will be.=D had my first Basics of nutrition tutorial in morning,9am. boring fuck man. dun like the teacher, she seems so sickening n fierce. anyway, its damn lame bcos it only lasted till 9.45 n my lesson is over. =.= k ! its a good thing actually. handed my passport for japan visa application to miss chan instead miss ng bcos she is not around. so i was chit chating with miss chan, den she asked me go see the notice board. den she said : congratz kahjen, you got into calculus. hmm.. oh well, i got into calculus for my year3 elective. honestly, i ain't sure if its a good thing lo. but well, i dun have a choice, so yeah. i would have to work hard i know. :) so wish me luck k pple ! went home nap, and headed to tamp to exchange my spoil shorts in cotton on. kudos to their good customer service. :) i also bought an off shoulder, got cat cartoon somemore lehs from isetan. 19 bucks for a nice top. :) i noe i sldn't spend money now, but i really like it. at least i refrain myself from going dorothy perkins man ! cos now got sales ! omg. i also went to art box to buy a card for mr jeff ho. and mandy is working dere ! chit chatted with her for a little while. N due to her help, i bought a bday card with staff discount. kudos to her too. :)    hehe ! nice? :) his bday just 2 days before mine. haha ! XP i am not hinting k? just stating a fact. LOL
sigh. i wish these are real lashes lahs. :( nvm la. fake eyelashes are good enuff. :) :D i feel so desperate in finding the one to talk to. am i even able to grasp something? i feel so fustrated, filled with uncertainty. i think i don't get support out of the things i wanna do. :( i tried hard, i did. i just dun wanna lose people that belong to me. i feel everyone is leaving. i feel so lonely. it just seems that my laughters aren't genuine anymore. i can't cry out either i dunno y, is that what u call numbness? why do my life has to go downs when i am really motivated to work hard? really, what kind of obstacles i have to face, what hardship i have to endure before reaching a crystal clear world? this post just made zero sense. counting down, 4 more days. for those who care too.  its been a year. one year ago, i was so bored and just created a blog without much thinking. And again, i thought blogging won't last. those who noe me damn long, sld noe i started blogging during sec 1. and each blog don't last more than 2 months. Yes. i tink the blog b4 jenuine-reality, was the 2nd longest. which is like 4 months? haha ! YEAHS. can u find my previous blog? nopex, its not deleted yet. :) anyway, today marks a year of blogging in jenuine-reality.blogspot.com and longest blog in my history. i wld like to thank my blog , be it good or bad memories, it has still accompanied me for one year. :) i am really a much happier person now i must say. :) i hope this blog will accompany me for many more years and record the best of my memories and perhaps one day i die, my decendants can read my blog when they think of me. :) happy brirthday bloggie love. wld like to thank those who read my blog for a year already or even new readers. Much appreciated to u people. :) xoxo jen, cheers from jenuine-reality.blogspot.com who is a year old today. :D |
went home n got bored. haha ! i noe i damn lame to wear fake eyelashes at home. =.= wahlau. i cannot appreciate it myself mehs? LOLOL. hw i wish i can get extensions. :(